right... so im like completely upset right now... ughhhhhhhhh... how can i still manage to call her my friend... the only time shes there is when she wants something from me... n now shes goin around saying all that shit... she doesnt even fuckin now me... its not like she was the one that it happened 2... n she has no idea what it feels like 2 go thru something like that... its one thing not to believe me, but its a whole nother thing 2 start spreadin shit about it... great... just what i need right b4 exams... just a lil bit more stress n frustration... thanks i really appreciate it u bitch


wow ok... so that made me feel a little better... i just want a hug n sum1 2 tell me that they love me and everything will be okay...........


ya well i didnt write about yesterday cuz i dont feel like it n im tired


so today...


morning: got up way way way 2 late... managed 2 throw some clothes on, eat something n walk out the door on time


bus: i think nate mite hav a thing 4 me..........


phy ed: more badmittion


algebra: umm well i got every single problem on the assignment wrong except 4 the 1 that garrett showed me how 2 do... so thats great... im so glad that we dont get assignment grades or mine would be going down... now i just need sum1 2 show me how 2 do it b4 finals!


spanish: mr howlett was the sub and we had a big long assignment 2 do


theology: got the tests back 2 study from and talked about rape n abortion


lunch: cassie bought me fries!! we talked about sparrows party


science: umm a wkst that i totally didnt understand so i just winged it


history: started workin on the list of 50 people 4 finals


english: got my test back... ouch...


now: study hall, doin nothing, talkin 2 mom


later: takin tha bus home, hopefully garretts coming over, umm then nothing


brian thomas sparrow u need 2 call me about 2maro


i love u so much Garrett