what a week... i tell ya...

since im in computer lit and im done w/ all my classwork and have no other homework, ill write about my week

monday ;; school n then drivers ed, it was the 1st day of my make up drivers ed class, they were soooo boring. cept 4 david byyyyyyyrne who was in my class. he sat right next to me and we pretty much just talked the whole time and made fun of the kid infront of us who was listening to his OPM on his ipod realllllllllly loud. haha. i went home and talked to eric online for awhile. that was great fun. but i was super tired so then i took a shower and went to bed.

tuesday ;; school n then drivers ed again. it sucked as always. megan and i were making fun of the bay port girls. haha. cuz brittany sucks on her pen "yeah shes always got something in her mouth" lmao. my first class got done really early so i had to wait for the second one to start. first i called my mom and talked to her for awhile. i wanted her to bring me some money to go get something to eat but she wouldnt haha. then i called eric and talked to him for awhile but he had to go make dinner so i called my dad and talked to him about my weekend plans. after that a whole hour was passed so i went back down to my second class. and guess who is in it? joshhh jarrrrro. haha. he is soooo cute :] so yeah. i still call him the quarterback instead of josh. im just cool like that. ahha. that class went by really slow because we were highlighting and the teacher is really boring. after class i called garrett back and talked to him. we went to krispy kremes to get free ones [and ones for angelas class]. then i went home and talked to eric online and went to bed.

wednesday ;; it was my half birthday. and angelas birthday. i hate when its other peoples birthday because all you hear in the morning is the phone ringing. haha. we gave her her present b4 i went to school. she got this sweeet ATM machine thinger. and a pretty shirt. then i was at school and went to drivers ed after. mom came and got me and we went out for chinese for angs bday. mmm it was yummy. we went home and i talked online and did my homework. then i took a shower and went to bed.

thursday ;; the morning i was sooo rushed i almost missed my bus. i got up wayyy late and tried to curl my hair but it didnt work so then i had to straighten it. then i had to get all of my clothes ready for the bay port game and find a gym bag to put it in. it was nuts. i didnt even have time for breakfast. it was a mass day so we had very short classes. i got to leave @ 855 though for my dermatologist appt. granny had to come pick me up since mom couldnt get off work. it didnt take very long so i got back to school right during the homily. everyone was silent and sitting listening to the bishop, then i come walking in and go to my seat. haha. everyone looked @ me like i was nuts. oh well. then i had to go to drivers ed after school. that was fun as always. except i really suck at paying attention. after class i got all of my 8 shirts and jeans on and then dad came and got me. we went to toys r us and got angela her birthday present. then we went out for dinner @ subway and talked about the disturbed concert. yay. im excited. i hope i can go. then he dropped me off @ bay port but i had no money @ all so jered gave me $2 to get in. i love him. haha. then i hung out with brandon, bubba, garrett, and jered. it was fun. eric came and found us and i yelled @ josh for skipping drivers ed. hahahaha. oops. the game was awesome, bay port is awesome, and so is zachhh jarrrro. uh but joshhh is wayyy cuter :P. anyway jered pretty much asked me out cuz i was like "dont i still owe you a dance from homecoming?" and hes like "you can just go out with me" and i was like "uhhh no". then i pretty much just hung out w/ all those guys the whole time. i think eric got a little pissed off cuz im a huge flirt, but ohhh well. haha. i drank like 10 different peoples mountain dew. and i saw brandon bj and totally freaked out since i havent seen him for like months. haha. after the game was over we [brandon, eric, garrett, n i] went in2 bay port n i called my dad n asked him if i culd give garrett a ride him. he said sure w/e so then we waited. i tried 2 race garrett across the basketball court but he was so effing fast. mwahahaha. then garrett n brandon were putzin around for awhile. eric left w/o saying bye so that kinda sucked. my dad got there and we brought garrett home. i got home and borrowed dads cds to put onto my ipod and i worked on my spanish project. when i got all that shizz done, i went to bed.


today ;; nothing spectacular really. jesse thinks i like him...... after school i went to workk. yay. colton was there, hes a cutie. and taylor was sick so we made him eat some garlic bread and take asprin.

ok so im sick of typing now and im on the phone with garrett.
write more lattttttterrrrrrrr.

who reads this anymore anyway?

well lets just say that this past weekend was verrry interesting. omi and opa were here so tom and opa could work on the basement bedroom.

friday: had to work :( that sucked. but i got done @ 9 since erin let me go early. mom picked me up, then got ang from jess's, and then lukas from the NDA game. yeah we won 42-0. haha. then we went home and talk to garrett on the phone for awhile and then went to bed. i was really tired.

saturday: got up @ like 930 and went shopping with the ladies. mom ang omi and i. it was a blast.i got a new purse but other than that, nothing. eric called and wanted to know if i could go over but i couldnt because i already had plans. i went home and got ready. ang had 2 go 2 her bean bag toss thing so we had 2 leave early. then we went and picked up garrett and went to the movies. when we got there i bought our tickets (as always) and we went into the teater and sat down. then these fat girls came in and sat down right behind us. they were sooo annoying. they ended up moving. thank god. overall the movie was pretty good. it seemed he was just there for the movie and not for me... i felt really awkwar.d. then we had 2 go over 2 shopko and he was walking reaaaaaaally fast and then yelling @ me 4 being so slow. i was like ok wtf? then i went home and we waited for angela to get home. we had dinner and then angelas party [ill post the pics later] it was amazing. the cake was really good too. after that we all watched remember the titans. i love that movie so much but i cried when the guy died like i always do. ahha. i even kno its coming and i still cry. oh well. then erics mom called and got the whole thing sorted out for sunday. after the movie i was really tired but i waited to see if garrett was going to call me when he got home from the pops concert but he never did so i went to bed.

sunday: got up early and got ready for church. my mom yelled at me for not wearing something apporpriate like 239874 until i just decided to put on a polo. then i pickked out what i was going to wear when i got back and we left. i didnt even have time for breakfast. church was as church always is. and then we came home and i had about 2 minutes 2 get undressed and redressed before they were going to be here. then eric got here and the dogs were attacking him and then he came inside while we were running around lookin for cash. i said bye to omi and opa and we were on our way. then we went to erics house and watched mtv for awile while i looked @ the east bay magazine. haha. then holly was ready so we left. the drive there was reallly long and i was still kinda nervous about what was going to happen. we got there and parked, then walked to the ticket booth and bought tickets. we went into the corn maze first. i hate those things. i kept thinking that i was going to get lost. we finaaaaaaaaaaally got thru the whole thing. haha. then we wated in line to go into the haunted barn. we saw stormey there. that was kinda awkward, im not gonna lie. haha. then we went inside the tunnel and it was sooooooooooo scary. i was almost crying at the end. i was grabbing erics arm so hard that i though i was going to break it off. haha. the scariest part was at the end so i came out of the tunnel basically hyperventillating and crying while all the little kids looked @ me like i was nuts. haha. then we went and had some "lunch" well i had a diet mountain dew and a caramel apple. mmm. haha. we went into the corn maze but did it backwards this time cuz we didnt want to get out faces painted [erics mom stood in line for the hay ride while we did this]. when we got done she barely moved up in the line so we still had a long time to wait. it was nice though because i actually got to talk to him. then we saw bruny and talked to him for awhile but he had to go when his sisters got done. umm then we waited in line for a longgg longgg time haha. we finally got to the front of the line and got onto the hay ride. it was sooo scary. there were people running @ me with chainsaws [yes in broad daylight] and i was screaming like crazy. eric also found it funny to poke me when something scary happened so that id jump even more. hah. meanie. umm then after that we just walked around a little more and left. we went to the pumpkin place and eric picked out these massive pumpkins and put them into the car. then we went back to their house and hung out in erics room for awhile. i think we watched football but i dont really rememeber. my mom came so i had 2 go. then mom and i left and she needed hamburger buns so we stopped @ the gas station and bought them and hotchoccacino. mmm. it was good. then i went home and dave and his family were over but i was tired so i just worked on my homework and went to bed.

weekend up north!

ok so dad came over to get us and we packed up the car and started on our journey, he wouldn't tell us where we were going so we were all in suspence. we started getting hungry so we pulled over and ate at an arbys. mmm i had 2 beef n chedders n an orangr crush. it was soo good. i love arbys. then we started driving again and i figured out where we were going, we were going up to our cabin! so we finally got there and i called garrett and i felt bad cuz i woke him up =( but he talked to me for awhile any way. then we watched the movie jackass. it was stupid as heck. i fell asleep during it [thank god]. when it was over i just climbed right into bed.

in the morning [friday] i was so happy that everyone else was in school [bay port people] haha sucks to be them. we got up, took showers, got ready, and headed out. we stopped at the wayside for some hotchocaccinos and doughnuts for a light breakfast. then we went on the nature walk at butternut lake. that was so beautiful. i've never seen it in the fall. after that we drove around some more and looked at campgrounds. we stopped at the gas station and some lady was being bytchy and flipped us off [even though she was the one that stopped in the middle of the parking lot]. after that we drove some more and went to eat at monicals pizza. we had the worst waitress/hostess ever. she was mean and really rude. anyway, the pizza was awesome. i love pizza. after lunch we drove some more and ended up at becky's grandmas house. it was beautiful. absolutely beautiful. it's a log cabin and very homey with lots of knicknacks and food =). we talked with her for awhile and then we went out for dinner at the pea patch. the pea patch wasnt exactly a resteraunt, more like a bar with tables. haha. but they did have good food. i didnt really want anything greasy so i got a sub and had a few cheese curds. beckys grandma acts like she is 17 years old. one of the things on the menu was "chicken cordeion bleu balls" and shes like "waitress, what are blue balls? do you have blue balls? can i get some blue balls?" it was hilarious. we went back to the house and watched some show on online predators. it was really sick some of those people. i tried to work on my sudoku but i was too tired. after that we watched whos line is it anyway. eric called me after that. i wanted to know if bay port won but apparantly they didnt play until saturday. he didnt know if notre dame won either. then he had to go so i went to bed.

in the morning [saturday] we all got ready and headed out pretty early. we went to michigan and ate at a country kitchen. i got a huge belgian waffle with whipped cream and strawberries, an order of toast, hashbrowns, and mello yellow [no ice]. and i finished ALL OF IT. whoo. then we went for another short car ride to the ski jump mountain. it was amazing. ang and i rode up on the ski lift together. it was really high and kinda scary, i thought i was going to fall out. then when we got there we waited for everyone else to come up. when they got there then we waited in line for the elevator to the ski jump. it finally came down and there were all kinds of flys and other nasty things in it. ew. so we got to the bottom of the ski jump and it was reaaaally windy. there were about 400 stairs that we had to climb and dad and becky were chicken. so ang luke and i went up there and i thought i was going to blow right off the thing. we went up and down those stairs as quick as possible. haha. we were 1,200 something feet up in the air! how scary! when we were all done with that we went into a mine. it wasnt anything spectacular so we left. after that we went and saw the waterfalls. they were so beautiful. although it was about a 3 mile walk... lol. then we went and saw lake superior. it was beautiful. and huge. we saw canada too. haha. we drove back to beckys grandmas after that. when we got there i took a bubble bath in the jaccuzi. it was SO nice. i turned the jets on and the radio and just laid in there forever. ahh. then i got out and went with dad to pick up the food. i got chicken strips and cheese curds [fatty i know.] and they were really good. after dinner we picked up, watched a little bit of TV, and then put in the movie The Shaggy Dog. it was funny but not that great. after the movie garrett called me. dad said it was ok that i talked to him [even though it was 11:00 at night] so i did. we talked until like 1 in the morning when his phone died. we had some rather interesting conversations and he is such a sweetheart.

sunday morning we got up early and said goodbyes to becky's granny. then we headed out and stopped in minocqua at paul bunyon's for breakfast. the food was really good. dad told me 2 finish the biscuit on my plate and i told him that i couldn't or i'd throw up, and so then he told me that as a punishment i wasn't allowed to have my cell on his weekends anymore and that it started right that moment so i was having a fit and told him that i wanted 2 call my mom and he refused so i wouldn't give it to him so he pushed me onto the hood of the car and i started screaming and wouldn't let go of the phone, then he almost broke my arm so i gave it to him and refused to get into the car so he elbowed me in the face and started pushing me into it and i was kicking and screaming so i kicked the door of the car and it hit the car next to it causing a baseball size gash that police said is going to cost me $500 in damage.... after an hour of wating my mom came and picked me up. she brought me back to the cabin in eagle river and i just laid in my bed crying and wishing that garrett had his phone on so i could talk to him. i watched big daddy to try and keep my mind off of it but it didnt really help. then we went home and i was listening to my iPod til it died, then i fell to sleep. for dinner we stopped at arbys and almost exactly when i got home, garrett called. i was so happy to talk to him and he made me feel a lot better. we talked online for a little bit after that too but we were both really tired so we went to bed early.

so yeah that was my very interesting weekend... <33

--> i x3 garrett. <--

+Kiss on the Stomach = "I'm ready"

+Kiss on the Forehead ="I hope we're together forever"

+Kiss on the Ear = "You're my everything"

+Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"

+Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"

+Kiss on the Neck = "We belong together"

+Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"

+Kiss on the Lips = "I love you"

WHAT THE GESTURE MEANS...

+Holding Hands = "We definitely love each other"

+Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"

+Holding on tight = "I don't want to let go"

+Looking into each other's Eyes = "I just plain love you"

+Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"

+Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go"

+Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"

--ADVICE--

+ Dont ask for a kiss, take one.

+ If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in love.

+ Kiss slowly & often, you never know when he will be gone.

Erika [air-i-kuh] n;
she's a girl with high hopes && BIGG dreams
her mommy is her hero. her favorite.
she hopes for the best and expects the worst.
she stands about 5'6" and doesn't know quite what she wants.
she makes a wish at 11:11 everynight hoping for another chance with the boy she loves.
she's your typical girl with TONS of insecurites but that won't stop her from having the time of her life.
her friends are her obsession
&& music is her addiction.
she can be incredibly sarcastic at times
she has a great sense of humor && having fun is a must
sometimes her BIG MOUTH causes her problems.
singing and dancing are her passion.
this girl is the queen of mistakes, but doesn't regret anything;;
she enjoys her imperfection.(most of the time)
she hates spiders;lies;the dark;DrAmA

PREGAME FEAST! 

me <3 aw 

i kinda like that bear 

eric & i 

thats us 

above the influence

alright, this morning i woke up to "there was a bad accident on bellplane and a guy died" so i was pretty much freaking out... i got ready and got dressed & called garrett 2 make sure it wasnt him... yes i do know that i'm paranoid but i just wanted to make sure... of course, it wasn't him, so i felt a lot better... he missed his bus so he had 2 go but it made my day a lot easier to know it wasn't him

bus ride = it was alright i guess. my ipod was almost dead. i listened to love songs. i was in a sad mood.

at school = just walked around and talked for awhile like i usually do. my locker still smells like chocolate moldy pudding, and it's disgusting. when the bell rang i had 2 go find zach so he could give me a hug. i was really in a sad mood. he did make me feel better though =)

english = pretty much just sat there and listened to other people's conversations because molly is my partner, and we don't do anything together. she's just like ok u do this and i'll do that. kinda of nice but boring. morgan didn't have her cell so i couldn't text her.

spanish = just like usual. i love that class. we went over our projects and did some more scanning / reading work. it was fun. maria was back from tennis today! doctora also told us how she smoked and drank when she was in spain... naughty naughty. she doesn't seem like one that would. hmm.

theology = took a ton of notes. bleh.

study hall = finished my history homework and then listened to some more love songs and slept. i went to bed an hour earlier last night and i still didn't get enough sleep.

lunch = nothing really. the damn vending machine wouldn't take my dollar so i had a rice crispy treat for lunch. ew. i really wanted some strawberry poptarts, but nooo. fine. gr. so i ate that and hanna lost her razor =( eek. i'd be soo pissed. after i was done eating lunch i went into the library and answered stupid questions on Yahoo! Answers. yay for me.

algebra 2 = we had a test. it was super easy. i think i gotta A+. heh. i got done pretty early too. so when i was done i took a short little nap, until other people started getting done too and were slamming the door when they left the room. so instead of sleeping i got a headache. great.

history = we talked some more. and we did a worksheet. it was great fun. i still don't believe that plastic surgery is against the catholic church. i mean, come on! who really cares? i mean if you're going to have lipo to become a hooker, then i understand. but other than that... uh no.

computer lit = well. garrett called me. i answered and he hung up on me. then i went 2 the bathroom 2 talk 2 him but he didnt answer. so i just left him a message. then he called me like 3 more times and every time i answered he hung up right away. he is such a dork. i love him tho. heh. =)

bio = went over the worksheet, did another worksheet, and slept because the 20 minute movie was THE most boring movie i have ever seen in my life. and the guy's mono-tone voice made it easy to fall asleep to.

waiting for the bus = danny was running on trees and doing cartwheels... again. the mexicans get a kick outta that for some reason. hmm?

bus home = my ipod had like 1% battery left and it managed to work the whole way home. yay. i think i would have died. i hate those little holy famillyiers.

@ home = i was the only one here cuz of lego league. yay. so i used my mad photoshop skills and finished my english project and then watched some strange movie on the comedy channel. idk what it was called.

now = finishing writing this and taking some advil for my horrendous headace.

other = um. i miss garrett. it's incredible. i really really screwed it up. i hate myself for losing him. =( god i'm stupid.

later = um idk, he was sposed 2 come over 2night but he doesn't wanna. so i guess i'll just pack for my trip this weekend n hang out.

call me / text me if u need anything
i'll prolly be on AIM most of the night too
<33 Erika

oh yeah, u can comment u know.

remind me of anyone? hm i think so.

Artist: Macy Gray Lyrics
	Song: ~*I Try 2 Say Good-Bye*~ Lyrics

Games, changes, and fears
When will they go from here
When will they stop
I believe that fate
Has brought us here
And we should be together, babe
But we're not

I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
And I'll keep my cool but I'm feelin'

I try to say good-bye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Good-bye and I choke
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

I may appear to be free
But I'm just a prisoner of your love
And I may seem alright
And smile when you leave
But my smiles are just a frown, just a frown
(hey!)

I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
And I'll keep my cool but I'm feelin'

I try to say good-bye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Good-bye and I choke
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

Here is my confession
May I be your possession
Boy, I need your touch
Your love, kisses, and such
With all my might I try
But this I can't deny, deny

I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you (but I'm dreamin' of you, babe)
And I'll keep my cool but I'm feelin'

I try to say good-bye and I choke (yeah)
I try to walk away and I stumble (yeah)
Though I try to hide it, it's clear (try to hide it)
My world crumbles when you are not near (when you are not near)
Good-bye and I choke (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Try to walk away and I stumble (hey, hey, yeah)
Though I try to hide it, it's clear (stumble down)
My world crumbles when you are not near (your love, kisses, and)

Good bye and I choke
(Good bye, I choke, yeah)
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
(When you are not near)
yeah yeah yeah
yeah yeah

(piano fades)

HOMECOMING WEEKEND!

b4 the game morgan n i went 2 townline n had a pepperoni and pineapple pizza and watched johnna n maggie play DDR. great things. then we had a cookie craze, oh yumm. then after that morgan told me about her thing and i kept hitting her with my shirt in the road calling her a whore. ha. when we got 2 bay port we went inside n eric bought me a shirt too. so i just put them both on. before the game it was really awkward and i started crying but the actual game was a lot of fun, even though i was really cold. it was really awkward to have eric all over me. i didnt like it either. then we were giving eachother challeneges and morgan wanted me 2 kiss him and i like refused to. at one point garrett gave me a hug and said he was sorry. that kinda shocked me too, i thought hed never wanna talk to me again. but im not complainaing i love talking to him. bp ended up winning and suprisingly the black didnt come off my face. ha. too bad we didnt find chad for morgan. :D. my mom was there right about when the game got done so i said bye to morgan and eric and then i had 2 go 2 the gas station and buy batteries and hot chocacino. when i got home i went online for alittle bit and then went to bed right away so id be well rested for the next day

saturday i work up around 9:30 n just hung out @ my house 4 awhile til dad came n got me. he brought me to his house so that becky could work on my hair. we were watching the Illini game, it was soo good. heh. then we got hungry so dad and the sibs went 2 taco bell while becky continued to work on my hair. when they got back i had 2 eat and keep my head up at the same time. it was really hard. when she got done with my hair we used about an entire bottle of hairspray to make sure that it'd stay in. dad brought us back home and it started 2 rain so i quick ran into the house. mom brought ang and luke 2 grannys and it was just me home alone. i still had like 4 hours until it was time 2 go 2 erics house so i got ready slowly. when i made myself as beautiful as i could possibly be, i sprayed my hair again and took a pic 2 send 2 becky. then mom came home and it was about 5:30. i was freaking out because i couldnt find my other shoe. we ended up going to walmart at the very last minute to get shoes. do you know how hard it is to get WHITE shoes after labor day? its REALLY hard. i got the very last pair and they were a 1/2 size small. i managed to make them fit. we quick ran home to get the camera and my celly and then we were on our way. the ride to erics house was beautiful. the sun was setting over the trees and there were very nice homes there. when we got to his house we took pictures and our parents talked for a long time. boring! ha. then my mom and dad left so i looked thru erics room n all of his clothes and things. before i knew it, it was time to go.

at the dance i called morgan and gave her a hug. then i put all of my things into the auditorium and gave eric my celly and my camera. he made me walk around the whole frickin place so he culd see all of his friends. did he introduce me to any of them? no. that kinda bugged me. when the dance actually started he pulled me into the middle of the circle and i am prertty clausterphobic so i was freaking out that there were people like 4 centimeters away from me. i got over it soon though. although it doesnt feel too good when big galloots like colin were stepping an dumping on my feet, and big sweaty beasts like dillion and fonder were sweating all over me, and horny beasts like scott and eric were touching me all over.

ok so i couldnt handle it anymore so i told eric that i needed 2 go find morgan, we left the huge mess of people after i was done dancing with mark... i called morgan and she came over but then she went back out with steph... then i called garrett and he came over and saved me. thank god he answered his phone, i thought i was going to die. he gave me a hug and promised that everything would be okay. then we went out by morgan and she was all depressed so i gave her a hug and my feet were getting cold so i had her come in and dance with me. when a slow song came on garrett asked me to dance with him. and of course i did. i started crying again though because i miss him so much. i was supposed to be at homecoming with him, dancing with him, all night, not eric. but i guess it didnt work out that way. after that it was almost time for me to go home so morgan, garrett, eric, and i all went to the auditorium so i could get all of my things. then i went back and got some orange vitamin water. i gave garrett a hug and told him to call me when he got home, and i told morgan i loved her too.

eric and i went outside and mom asked us about the dance, then we went and dropped eric off at home. once he got out i really told mom about how i really didnt have that much fun and she actually understood. i was suprsied.

i got home and garrett called me around 12:15 and i talked to him for about an hour, he made me feel tons better. he is such an amazing guy. he actually cared about what i had 2 tell him. aww. then he had 2 go cuz he was really tired so i let him go. i didnt fall asleep until like 3:30 but i felt better at least.

in the morning i woke up around 8:45 and i took a shower to get all of the nasty hair spray out of my hair. haha. then i got dressed and talked to john and morgan online all day. it was funnn. then my grandma wanted to take ang, luke, n i bowling. i didnt really want to but i knew that it would make me feel alot better to get out of the house so i went with. i did AWESOME. i got a 123 the first game and a 134 the second game. after ang and i spent over $30 playing DDR. lmao. we had a ton of fun. we cleared every round. we rock :D.

then my dad called on the way home and told me that we were going out of town on thursday and staying til sunday but its a suprise so he wont tell me where we are going. then eric called to tell me that he has my camera. i didnt really care but he thought i did. then i went home and talked some more to morgan and that was fun :D. always is. heh. i talked to her basically the rest of the night. i talked to garrett too and i definitely found out some suprisingly good things.

i started my homework around 9:30 and didnt get done until 11. i was so tired i almost fell asleep on the keyboard so i just went to bed.

so yep that was my exciting weekend minus a few parts that select people know and better keep their mouths shut about

and before any of you have a fit about what im writing in here, its my blog, i can write whatever the hell i want.

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