its officially gone...

u no that feeling that sets in when sum1 dies... that theyre gone 4ever... yeah well that has set in right now... my summer is officially over... and i dont think thats what i want... but i guess i gotta get on with my life... i just hope im headed in the right direction...

today was a total blast

this morning i had 2 get up @ 7 cuz i had 2 go babysit cassie n colin... angela came with me so she could hang out with cassie which was really nice cuz then i only had colin 2 worry about... so cassie n angela went off n did their thing... and colin wanted 2 clean the garage... so i helped him... it took like 45 minutes... lol... huge and very dirty garage... but it burned almost all the time... so then i went back in and helped cassie make lunch... and then we played Dare or Share which was a really cool game... and then cassies mom came home... i got $20... yay!... and it was so easy... n only like an hour and a 1/2 of labor... woo hoo... i already kno what im gonna spend it on too...

then i got back and finished cleaning my house so my cousins could come

they got there around 11 and omg i was so freaked out... cuz they brought my 3rd cousin fron Germany... and hes so cute... lol... neway... he speaks very lil english... so its awesome... lol... we kept making fun of him... n the way he does things is so weird... but awesome... then we did the full house tour yadda yadda yadda... n then went in the pool... omg it was so much fun we had like 15 people in there and it was total chaos... but awesome... we had a major splash bomb war... n when they went outside the pool... wed have vinny get them n bring them back... lol... then we went in and had lunch n i got my hair cut... omg its sooo short... n layered... n really cute... buts gonna take awhile 2 get used 2... and then we hung out 4 awhile... they played cards but i laid in my bed cuz i had a headache... and then they went out swimming again but i didnt wanna go so i watched TV... and then my mom sent angela in 2 get me... so i went out there n they attacked me cuz they wanted me 2 go in... and then she forced me 2 go in even tho i didnt wanna... lol omg u shuld c the picture of me, angela, n rachel... omg its so sexy... LOL... ill post it when i get em off the camera... then we went in cuz i was cold n they were starting dinner... then dominic came in my room and looked @ every single thing... it was scary... but funny... the dinner was ready so we ate... i couldnt eat i was so outta it... then we made a fire and had smores... but then they had 2 leave so that they could get back home b4 midnite... so we said r good byes... and r i love us... and they were on there way

then i came back in my room and decided what i wanna wear to school 2moro... and then i got all my stuff ready n talked 2 garrett n morgan... and i was totally pissed... and if u dont know y dont ask cuz i dont wanna talk about it... uuuuuuuuugggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i dont wanna go 2 skewl 2moro... its kinda freaky... me n chlc r goin early so we can put r stuff in r lockers... n then were gonna go in 2gether cuz i dont wanna go in by myself n neither does she... so yeah... lol

i get back home @ 12ish so if u care @ all u can call me ill b here til 4 when i go 2 the packer game n i wont get back til 11:30... so yeah... then saturday is my party!!!!! yay... and i got my mom 2 fill the hot tub!!!!! YEEEEEEEEEEEES!!!!

luv ya eric

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