this is super cute




this says it all




this is how i feel every second of every day




oo but he already did.....




i love you Garrett




dont leave me baby




hold my heart, but take care of it, the glue is weak && isnt holding the pieces together well anymore




hahahaha this is something id do




aaaaaww




blow job! lol!




kiss me like u aint neva gon stop




i love Garrett more than scrabble too haha




basketball players DO fly




o hell ya




aww im glad i dont feel that way




ill wait for you baby, ill wait for you




&& i dont ever wanna find out




remind anyone of MORP?




yeah i do. . .






finally sum1 feels the same way ahahah




awwh




kiss this




x333




reminds me of my bf




hahaha kitty bj




B F F

ok what the fuck
danny cooly is a fucking rapist
he sits in the library
with his pregnant women pics
jacking off n jizzing his pants
then he looks @ me n stares
with that old man sex drive
while he plays with his hair
n is practically reaching orgasm
why the fuck r all these nasty ass guys attracted 2 me?
can anyone tell me that? seriously
im fucking sick of it
i think i will stab him
no joke
its sick as hell
ok im done now
bye.

[R.i.P] Mrs. Knaus

wednesday;;

ive been in a bad mood 4 like the past 2 days so leave me alone

i didnt go 2 the funeral cuz i dont handle funerals very well... they give me nightmares 4 weeks n they just have way 2 much emotion 4 me 2 handle so i only go if i have 2... but im praying 4 susan and her family... i also think that the little shitheads that only went 2 get out of class r extremely rude n shuld die........... ok not that extreme. but still. [R.i.P] Mrs. Knaus

morning;; got up n got ready as usual

bus;; just listened 2 my music

health;; talked sum more about emotion

algebra;; i hate that class... damn... i dont understand it

spanish;; test

theology;; went over parables again

lunch;; eddie wasnt there haha...

science;; talked 2 maria n karen about the funeral

history;; we hav a WWII test 2maro that i will fail

english;; omg.. we talked about how abortion is wrong n all.. which it is, if its your fault ur pregnant... example, me n garrett hav sex, the condom breaks n now im pregnant... that is my own damn fault and i sure as hell will have that baby.. but if i get raped by sum1 i dont kno n the condom breaks n im pregnant, i sure as hell wont have that baby, hell no... im not having someone elses baby. ever.

study hall;; sposed 2 b workin on my science paper but im doin this bitch

later;; i get paid 2night, prolly nothin else

2maro;; school n then nothing?

friday;; no school bitch... sleepin in n tanning

saturday;; sleepin in n goin 2 work

sunday;; easter, im workin from 9-2

so umm ya

i love you;; garrett x3

tuesday

tuesday;; umm it sucked. period.

milwaukee trip

milwaukee trip;; so ya that was really boring... i got up n got ready n then tom took me 2 school n i had the suckiest bus ever... i sat with steph and we basically just sat there almost the whole ride til port washington n then we played this catch phrase game, that was kinda fun... then we got 2 the museum n i was freakin out over starbucks... haha... the exhibit was basically boring but i really liked the cloth that had Jesus's face on it... it gave me the chills... so um ya then we had lunch lol that was so fun but i wanted starbucks soo bad n they didnt hav what i wanted so i almost cried but then i got some milk duds instead n those made me feel better... but they made me miss garrett a lot... so the bus ride home was basically the same but steph was trying 2 sleep n i kept poking her haha so then we just played catch phrase again... mhmm... so then we got back 2 school n mom called me n asked me if i had 2 work n i did so then she said she was gonna b home l8 so i had 2 b ready... then i took the bus home n got ready like she told me 2 and then i went 2 work... the night basically sucked, there was no busser 4 me 2 talk 2 n jason was doing dishes so i was basically all alone... pshh... umm but then i got 2 go around 715 n then i saw garrett 4 like 2 seconds n all he said was "hey" n then his mom came up in her car bitchin n then he had 2 leave... then my mom came n brought me home 2 work on my paper n my car... i got it 2 work n i was so excited that i called garrett haha

so that day was ok i gues...........

ii x3 youu garrett

weekend

weekend;;;;;;;

saturday;; got up early n dad made breakfast... then we got ready n headed up 2 his house so we culd get everything in the truck n trailer... then when we got done with that we went back 2 his apartment n unloaded it all... i love the apartment its so cute... anyway, then we went 2 townline 4 dinner lol and it was really good... soo um after that i went home n was tryin 2 get ready 4 morp but i culdnt find my shirt so i went in2 a breakdown and then eventually found it but i was so upset that when i was ripping the tag off i ripped my shirt... o well... then cassie came over and i was trying 2 curl my hair but i didnt hav a lot of time so i only did the bottoms of it... then we went in my room n i finished getting ready n we were playing with the button thingy on brandons myspace... then the guys got there n garrett was goin thru my shit so we had 2 go outside n we raced from the backyard 2 the front n brandon won so then we played basketball... haha that was interesting... then it was time 2 go 2 the dance n we were so hyper in the car lol me n cassie new all the words 2 the songs, it was great... so umm then we got there n we were like the 1st ppl again so we got the glow sticks 4 free... whho!... umm ya then brandon was obsessed with seth cuz he was a great dancer... then more ppl came n we started dancing n taking crazy pics... it was soo fun... after the dance was over we went outside n waited 4 cassies dad n talked 2 him in the car... then the guys came in my house n we watched SNL til garretts mom got there

sunday;; slept in and then went 2 the mall with my gma n got my bday present... i gotta new hot pink bikini n sum sexy haulters haha... then i went 2 work n it sucked soo bad... lol so then me n garrett walked 2 pigglywiggly n got my bottled water n then mom picked me up n i went home

soo ya that was great

love ya garrett

kisses! 

LMAO 

ima make make make u scream make u scream make u scream 

looks even better w/ his hands 

cute! 

ooh! 

u dont look 1/2 as good as me 

we tha SEX 

fantastic fourrr 

emmily 

ooooh now doesnt the look of that just turn u on!? 

now aint that adorable?