4.23.2006
so my dad just moved back down 2 the city i live in from another city that was about 3 hours away after breaking up with his girlfriend of 4 years. he was so excited that we were getting everything straightened out in his new apartment and that he could start working 2 jobs.my brother, sister, and i go 2 his house every other weekend so that we can see him. we were all really excited to get 2 spend time with him at the new place and he seemed to be excited too. when it got to be thursday (the night before we go over there), he decided that he had to work at his other job that night, and that he wouldnt be able to come home until 9 pm. that was fine because i had to work at my job, and my brother had a party. so that just leaves my little sister who decided to just hang out with my mom. then, friday morning comes around, and he calls my mom telling her that we can not spend the night @ his house because he is going out on a date. then he tells her "oh, its ok, just drop the kids off at my moms house." my mom got upset because he was changing plans at the last moment and she didnt want to throw us all at grandma because that isnt fair, so mom decided to keep us.i still had no idea of this until mom called my cellphone when i was on the bus. she said "u arent going 2 dads tonight afterall" and i questioned her as to why, and she replied with "he has other plans."i thought this was outrageous and got really upset and demanded my mom to tell me the real truth as to why he would cut my siblings and i off like that. my mom was in tears because she new it would upset me so she said "the truth is honey, he is going on a date with a girl he met on the internet."that made me outraged with anger. i couldnt understand why after all thsi time that my dad told us that we were the most important things in his life and that he would always be there for us and that he never wanted to lose time with us. then i wondered why he would go on a date with someone he only met on the internet only a WEEK after he had broken up with his girlfriend of 4 years. i cried and cried 4 the jerk that he was.my mom didnt tell my siblings why he decided not to take us, because she thought they were too young to understand.the next morning, dad called and was ready 2 take us. but i was still pissed from the night before and i picked up the phone and said "dad, im not ready 2 come over yet. u werent ready 4 us lastnight, and im not ready 4 u now." he told me that was fine and that he'd b there in an hour.so he came and picked us up, but the 1st thing he did, was drove us all the way over to her house and brought her some food because she was supposedly sick. this visit lasted over 20 minutes, and it was supposedly only a friend. oooook, right.then the rest of the day went ok because we were out shopping and such, but as soon as we got back 2 his apartment, he got back on the phone with her.i thought nothing of it at first, but then it all began to click. that they were dating.i was upset and would not talk 2 him for the rest of the night. the next morning, everything seemed to be going fine, until she called again. i heard him say "ill see you later." and not even 10 minutes later he dropped us off at home.i know that what he is doing is wrong and we only get 2 c him 2 days out of a month. 24 days a year. he is going 2 regret the time that he missed with us one of these days, and he will never live it down. it will haunt him 4 the rest of his life.i just dont know what to do about this. i dont want 2 talk 2 him straight up about it, because im not sure how he will take it.
wow, this is gonna b long.....
easter sunday ;; got up and got ready 4 work ;; we had 2 wear skirts and high heels ;; it was sick ;; but @ work the time went by really fast ;; thank god ;; we even got 2 go home early ;; dad and gma came in 4 brunch ;; dad brought me my easter basket from the easter bunny too! ;; then mom called n bitched @ me 4 getting the mass times wrong ;; ohh well ;; after work i went home n did absolutely nothing the rest of the day
monday ;; morgan shadowed ;; that was interesting ;; then after school she came home n we watched the breakfast club ;; actually she did ;; i missed like all of it cuz my fone kept ringing ;; then we went 2 woodmans n got anges snacks ;; n then i went over 2 garretts n he gave me my bday present (which is absolutely amazing by the way) ;; and we watched yo momma ;; then we went outside n froze our asses off while we w8ed 4 my mom
tuesday ;; MY BIRTHDAY ;; i got tons of fone calls ;; then mom brought me 2 school so we culd stop @ subway 1st n get my lunch ;; i went 2 school n of course got lots of "happy birthdays ;; then i got picked up early so i culd go 2 the dentist ;; i hav absolutely no cavities thus far in my life ;; but he said that i might need braces on the bottom row ;; thats awesome ;; then we went out 4 dinner @ the chinese place ;; we came home n mom made me a cake n i did my homwork and stuff ;; so then i talked 2 garrett on the fone n ange came home ;; uhmm then i took a shower n got ready 4 bed, n called garrett crying n he made me feel better ;; then i went 2 bed
wednesday ;; school like usual ;; it was a 1/2 day tho ;; then garrett n i went 2 the movies n watched scary movie 4 ;; lukas bought everything ;; then after the movie i bought some popcorn ;; n then we went 2 starbucks n i realized my pinky was slit open n was giving AIDS 2 everyone all over ;; lol ;; then we went 2 garretts house n he got me a bandaid and a paper bag 4 my health project
thursday ;; umm school ;; then work @ 4 so we went out 4 subway ;; and then i worked until 10 ;; mom showed up n yelled @ me 4 garrett being there ;; then he left cuz he got sick of waiting lol ;; sooo yeah ;; then i ordered chicken n went home
friday ;; school ;; then work @ 5 ;; i worked til 10:30 cuz there was a benifit 4 this guy that died of cancer ;; i was soo tired and bored so i went back 2 the dishwashing room n me n ryan were whipping eachother with wet rags ;; it hurt like a bitch n then he sprayed my ass with hott water ;; then drew was being a little faggot so i told him 2 do silverwear and when he asked what id give him ;; i turned the water on and threw it in his face ;; then he called me a bitch and did it ;; lol
saturday ;; i went with dad in the afternoon n we went shopping ;; after that i went back 2 dads n we set up his new computer ;; then we went 2 gmas 4 pizza and cake 4 my bday! ;; umm then we went back 2 dads n watched TV and went 2 bed
sunday ;; woke up @ like 10:30 and called garrett n planned my party ;; then i had some breakfast n lunch ;; n mom came over with the disk ;; i still dont feel good ;; but i sucked it up ;; then we watched Blade and then dad brought us home after we made a fool out of him and becky ;; muahaha
now ;; talkin 2 garrett ;; planning my party ;; helping lukas with his homework ;; and procrastinating from mine
monday ;; softball with ange? maybe? ;; and then the honors banquet 4 school
tuesday ;; nothing
wednesday ;; PAY DAY!
thursday ;; nothing
friday ;; cassies party
saturday ;; grandmas 4 the night
call me 4 plans this week
love you tons Garrett
easter sunday ;; got up and got ready 4 work ;; we had 2 wear skirts and high heels ;; it was sick ;; but @ work the time went by really fast ;; thank god ;; we even got 2 go home early ;; dad and gma came in 4 brunch ;; dad brought me my easter basket from the easter bunny too! ;; then mom called n bitched @ me 4 getting the mass times wrong ;; ohh well ;; after work i went home n did absolutely nothing the rest of the day
monday ;; morgan shadowed ;; that was interesting ;; then after school she came home n we watched the breakfast club ;; actually she did ;; i missed like all of it cuz my fone kept ringing ;; then we went 2 woodmans n got anges snacks ;; n then i went over 2 garretts n he gave me my bday present (which is absolutely amazing by the way) ;; and we watched yo momma ;; then we went outside n froze our asses off while we w8ed 4 my mom
tuesday ;; MY BIRTHDAY ;; i got tons of fone calls ;; then mom brought me 2 school so we culd stop @ subway 1st n get my lunch ;; i went 2 school n of course got lots of "happy birthdays ;; then i got picked up early so i culd go 2 the dentist ;; i hav absolutely no cavities thus far in my life ;; but he said that i might need braces on the bottom row ;; thats awesome ;; then we went out 4 dinner @ the chinese place ;; we came home n mom made me a cake n i did my homwork and stuff ;; so then i talked 2 garrett on the fone n ange came home ;; uhmm then i took a shower n got ready 4 bed, n called garrett crying n he made me feel better ;; then i went 2 bed
wednesday ;; school like usual ;; it was a 1/2 day tho ;; then garrett n i went 2 the movies n watched scary movie 4 ;; lukas bought everything ;; then after the movie i bought some popcorn ;; n then we went 2 starbucks n i realized my pinky was slit open n was giving AIDS 2 everyone all over ;; lol ;; then we went 2 garretts house n he got me a bandaid and a paper bag 4 my health project
thursday ;; umm school ;; then work @ 4 so we went out 4 subway ;; and then i worked until 10 ;; mom showed up n yelled @ me 4 garrett being there ;; then he left cuz he got sick of waiting lol ;; sooo yeah ;; then i ordered chicken n went home
friday ;; school ;; then work @ 5 ;; i worked til 10:30 cuz there was a benifit 4 this guy that died of cancer ;; i was soo tired and bored so i went back 2 the dishwashing room n me n ryan were whipping eachother with wet rags ;; it hurt like a bitch n then he sprayed my ass with hott water ;; then drew was being a little faggot so i told him 2 do silverwear and when he asked what id give him ;; i turned the water on and threw it in his face ;; then he called me a bitch and did it ;; lol
saturday ;; i went with dad in the afternoon n we went shopping ;; after that i went back 2 dads n we set up his new computer ;; then we went 2 gmas 4 pizza and cake 4 my bday! ;; umm then we went back 2 dads n watched TV and went 2 bed
sunday ;; woke up @ like 10:30 and called garrett n planned my party ;; then i had some breakfast n lunch ;; n mom came over with the disk ;; i still dont feel good ;; but i sucked it up ;; then we watched Blade and then dad brought us home after we made a fool out of him and becky ;; muahaha
now ;; talkin 2 garrett ;; planning my party ;; helping lukas with his homework ;; and procrastinating from mine
monday ;; softball with ange? maybe? ;; and then the honors banquet 4 school
tuesday ;; nothing
wednesday ;; PAY DAY!
thursday ;; nothing
friday ;; cassies party
saturday ;; grandmas 4 the night
call me 4 plans this week
love you tons Garrett
4.15.2006
this is super cute
this says it all
this is how i feel every second of every day
oo but he already did.....
i love you Garrett
dont leave me baby
hold my heart, but take care of it, the glue is weak && isnt holding the pieces together well anymore
hahahaha this is something id do
aaaaaww
blow job! lol!
kiss me like u aint neva gon stop
i love Garrett more than scrabble too haha
basketball players DO fly
o hell ya
aww im glad i dont feel that way
ill wait for you baby, ill wait for you
&& i dont ever wanna find out
remind anyone of MORP?
yeah i do. . .
finally sum1 feels the same way ahahah
awwh
kiss this
x333
reminds me of my bf
hahaha kitty bj
B F F
4.12.2006
ok what the fuck
danny cooly is a fucking rapist
he sits in the library
with his pregnant women pics
jacking off n jizzing his pants
then he looks @ me n stares
with that old man sex drive
while he plays with his hair
n is practically reaching orgasm
why the fuck r all these nasty ass guys attracted 2 me?
can anyone tell me that? seriously
im fucking sick of it
i think i will stab him
no joke
its sick as hell
ok im done now
bye.
danny cooly is a fucking rapist
he sits in the library
with his pregnant women pics
jacking off n jizzing his pants
then he looks @ me n stares
with that old man sex drive
while he plays with his hair
n is practically reaching orgasm
why the fuck r all these nasty ass guys attracted 2 me?
can anyone tell me that? seriously
im fucking sick of it
i think i will stab him
no joke
its sick as hell
ok im done now
bye.
[R.i.P] Mrs. Knaus
wednesday;;
ive been in a bad mood 4 like the past 2 days so leave me alone
i didnt go 2 the funeral cuz i dont handle funerals very well... they give me nightmares 4 weeks n they just have way 2 much emotion 4 me 2 handle so i only go if i have 2... but im praying 4 susan and her family... i also think that the little shitheads that only went 2 get out of class r extremely rude n shuld die........... ok not that extreme. but still. [R.i.P] Mrs. Knaus
morning;; got up n got ready as usual
bus;; just listened 2 my music
health;; talked sum more about emotion
algebra;; i hate that class... damn... i dont understand it
spanish;; test
theology;; went over parables again
lunch;; eddie wasnt there haha...
science;; talked 2 maria n karen about the funeral
history;; we hav a WWII test 2maro that i will fail
english;; omg.. we talked about how abortion is wrong n all.. which it is, if its your fault ur pregnant... example, me n garrett hav sex, the condom breaks n now im pregnant... that is my own damn fault and i sure as hell will have that baby.. but if i get raped by sum1 i dont kno n the condom breaks n im pregnant, i sure as hell wont have that baby, hell no... im not having someone elses baby. ever.
study hall;; sposed 2 b workin on my science paper but im doin this bitch
later;; i get paid 2night, prolly nothin else
2maro;; school n then nothing?
friday;; no school bitch... sleepin in n tanning
saturday;; sleepin in n goin 2 work
sunday;; easter, im workin from 9-2
so umm ya
i love you;; garrett x3
ive been in a bad mood 4 like the past 2 days so leave me alone
i didnt go 2 the funeral cuz i dont handle funerals very well... they give me nightmares 4 weeks n they just have way 2 much emotion 4 me 2 handle so i only go if i have 2... but im praying 4 susan and her family... i also think that the little shitheads that only went 2 get out of class r extremely rude n shuld die........... ok not that extreme. but still. [R.i.P] Mrs. Knaus
morning;; got up n got ready as usual
bus;; just listened 2 my music
health;; talked sum more about emotion
algebra;; i hate that class... damn... i dont understand it
spanish;; test
theology;; went over parables again
lunch;; eddie wasnt there haha...
science;; talked 2 maria n karen about the funeral
history;; we hav a WWII test 2maro that i will fail
english;; omg.. we talked about how abortion is wrong n all.. which it is, if its your fault ur pregnant... example, me n garrett hav sex, the condom breaks n now im pregnant... that is my own damn fault and i sure as hell will have that baby.. but if i get raped by sum1 i dont kno n the condom breaks n im pregnant, i sure as hell wont have that baby, hell no... im not having someone elses baby. ever.
study hall;; sposed 2 b workin on my science paper but im doin this bitch
later;; i get paid 2night, prolly nothin else
2maro;; school n then nothing?
friday;; no school bitch... sleepin in n tanning
saturday;; sleepin in n goin 2 work
sunday;; easter, im workin from 9-2
so umm ya
i love you;; garrett x3
milwaukee trip
milwaukee trip;; so ya that was really boring... i got up n got ready n then tom took me 2 school n i had the suckiest bus ever... i sat with steph and we basically just sat there almost the whole ride til port washington n then we played this catch phrase game, that was kinda fun... then we got 2 the museum n i was freakin out over starbucks... haha... the exhibit was basically boring but i really liked the cloth that had Jesus's face on it... it gave me the chills... so um ya then we had lunch lol that was so fun but i wanted starbucks soo bad n they didnt hav what i wanted so i almost cried but then i got some milk duds instead n those made me feel better... but they made me miss garrett a lot... so the bus ride home was basically the same but steph was trying 2 sleep n i kept poking her haha so then we just played catch phrase again... mhmm... so then we got back 2 school n mom called me n asked me if i had 2 work n i did so then she said she was gonna b home l8 so i had 2 b ready... then i took the bus home n got ready like she told me 2 and then i went 2 work... the night basically sucked, there was no busser 4 me 2 talk 2 n jason was doing dishes so i was basically all alone... pshh... umm but then i got 2 go around 715 n then i saw garrett 4 like 2 seconds n all he said was "hey" n then his mom came up in her car bitchin n then he had 2 leave... then my mom came n brought me home 2 work on my paper n my car... i got it 2 work n i was so excited that i called garrett haha
so that day was ok i gues...........
ii x3 youu garrett
so that day was ok i gues...........
ii x3 youu garrett
weekend
weekend;;;;;;;
saturday;; got up early n dad made breakfast... then we got ready n headed up 2 his house so we culd get everything in the truck n trailer... then when we got done with that we went back 2 his apartment n unloaded it all... i love the apartment its so cute... anyway, then we went 2 townline 4 dinner lol and it was really good... soo um after that i went home n was tryin 2 get ready 4 morp but i culdnt find my shirt so i went in2 a breakdown and then eventually found it but i was so upset that when i was ripping the tag off i ripped my shirt... o well... then cassie came over and i was trying 2 curl my hair but i didnt hav a lot of time so i only did the bottoms of it... then we went in my room n i finished getting ready n we were playing with the button thingy on brandons myspace... then the guys got there n garrett was goin thru my shit so we had 2 go outside n we raced from the backyard 2 the front n brandon won so then we played basketball... haha that was interesting... then it was time 2 go 2 the dance n we were so hyper in the car lol me n cassie new all the words 2 the songs, it was great... so umm then we got there n we were like the 1st ppl again so we got the glow sticks 4 free... whho!... umm ya then brandon was obsessed with seth cuz he was a great dancer... then more ppl came n we started dancing n taking crazy pics... it was soo fun... after the dance was over we went outside n waited 4 cassies dad n talked 2 him in the car... then the guys came in my house n we watched SNL til garretts mom got there
sunday;; slept in and then went 2 the mall with my gma n got my bday present... i gotta new hot pink bikini n sum sexy haulters haha... then i went 2 work n it sucked soo bad... lol so then me n garrett walked 2 pigglywiggly n got my bottled water n then mom picked me up n i went home
soo ya that was great
love ya garrett
saturday;; got up early n dad made breakfast... then we got ready n headed up 2 his house so we culd get everything in the truck n trailer... then when we got done with that we went back 2 his apartment n unloaded it all... i love the apartment its so cute... anyway, then we went 2 townline 4 dinner lol and it was really good... soo um after that i went home n was tryin 2 get ready 4 morp but i culdnt find my shirt so i went in2 a breakdown and then eventually found it but i was so upset that when i was ripping the tag off i ripped my shirt... o well... then cassie came over and i was trying 2 curl my hair but i didnt hav a lot of time so i only did the bottoms of it... then we went in my room n i finished getting ready n we were playing with the button thingy on brandons myspace... then the guys got there n garrett was goin thru my shit so we had 2 go outside n we raced from the backyard 2 the front n brandon won so then we played basketball... haha that was interesting... then it was time 2 go 2 the dance n we were so hyper in the car lol me n cassie new all the words 2 the songs, it was great... so umm then we got there n we were like the 1st ppl again so we got the glow sticks 4 free... whho!... umm ya then brandon was obsessed with seth cuz he was a great dancer... then more ppl came n we started dancing n taking crazy pics... it was soo fun... after the dance was over we went outside n waited 4 cassies dad n talked 2 him in the car... then the guys came in my house n we watched SNL til garretts mom got there
sunday;; slept in and then went 2 the mall with my gma n got my bday present... i gotta new hot pink bikini n sum sexy haulters haha... then i went 2 work n it sucked soo bad... lol so then me n garrett walked 2 pigglywiggly n got my bottled water n then mom picked me up n i went home
soo ya that was great
love ya garrett
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