11.19.2006


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11.18.2006

yeahhX33

This may seem like a lot for one girl to want, but I guess it sort of is. I want, actually I need a guy that has a sense of humour. That is a must. I'm a funny girl, I don't want to date a guy who can't take a joke, or get one for that matter. Looks do matter. Actually if you look at the guys I've dated, most of them aren't that good looking. But for me to just like someone, usually they're somewhat good looking, or else I probably wouldn't even look in the first place :] Sterotypes do not matter to me. I don't care if your the fastest runner on Cross Country. I don't care how many baskets you can make. And I don't care how many touchdowns or rushing yards you have in a season. Yes, I like to be able to talk to guys about sports, but it's not gonna make that big of a difference to me. If you totally suck at something.. that most likely WILL matter. Honesty truly IS the best policy. ha. Be honest with me. Hurt my feelings. But make it better after. Dont try to cut corners, get straight to the point. If it hurts, oh well, at least i know how you feel. DO NOT FUCKING LIE TO ME OKAY!?!? DONT FUCKING LEAD ME ON. If you're gonna tell me you love me. I'm gonna assume you mean it. I better not catch you saying it to another girl and telling her you mean the same thing alright. I really don't like gifts. It's not my way of saying that I really do want something.. I really don't. Honestly.. I don't know what to say if I get a gift. If its cute things like.. a bracelet you made me.. or a picture. Def. a yes. Soooo cute. But like.. flowers always cute if we've been together a while and know eachother really well.. like well enough to not be afraid of saying something stupid ha. but other things are not for me during like the first 3 months.(if im lucky enough for it to last that long) I want him to IM me as soon as I get online or as soon as he gets online. I want him to call, but not stalker like. An online relationship is gay. Online/Phone/Occasional Hanging Out Time ha. Alright. but I might need more. I want him to hold my hand in public, like at the mall, or walking down the hall. I want him to put his arm around me when we sit next to eachother. I want him to come up behind me and put his arms around my waist and surprise me. I want him to whisper things in my ear. I want him to tell me his innermost secrets. And most importantly.. I want him to tell me he loves me and mean it.

this would be my almost perfect guy.

even though no guy would ever do this

stuff, i can still dream right?

11.16.2006

FALLFEST WEEK! :]

yayyy it's fallfest week:

mondayy- i bought my freakin $8 ticket to the dance. haha. i had 2 stay after school to help oliver decorate the hallway. turns out he spent the $50 school gave to him on going out to eat with his friends. so i asked him what he had 2 decorate the hall with and hes like "i have paper and markers" so i was like omfffg... cuz everyone else had cool lights and streamers and all that stuff. so i was tryin 2 b supportive so i colored some pics with him haha then wendy called and told me that kayla was sick and asked me if i could go into work. so i was like sureeeee y not. mom picked me up from school and we quick went home. then i drove 2 st johns and picked the kids up from practice. we drove 2 townline and i worked til about 8ish. i quick ran over 2 piggly wiggly and got a lunchable, then taylor and i played DDR :D it was sooo much fun!

tuesdayy- school & then i hung out 4 awhile until beckyy came. we went 2 lukas's game and i did the clock again. it was pretty good cept i accidentally beeped the horn in the middle of the play. uhh oops. oh well. me and ang went home after that. mom let me drive & i almost got in2 a really bad car accident cuz we were driving and we came 2 a 2way intersection and i had a stop sign. so i stopped and looked both ways. there was a car coming, but it was all the way down the road. i started 2 go straight and my mom grabbed my arm and was yelling wait wait wait. so i stopped, then she said go, so i went. and we came like within 3 seconds of totally getting smashed into. im not gonna lie, it was like the scariest thing ever. wow. then mom and tom went to conferences so angela and i hung out in the hottub and talked about boyss :D

wednesdayy- i went to school and came home. nothing spectacular really. eric and i got into a really big fight over garrett... ahhh.

todayy- got to school and hung out with my mexican bitches. i went to english and almost fell asleep. then i went into spanish and drew [sams brother] and chris were in there. that was kinda weird. in theology hunter wasnt there so it was just me and natalie working on the sex project. hahaha. in study hall i ripped pictures out of the magazine for chlc. then it was finally time 4 lunch and i ate my muffin n went in2 the library and talked 2 jesse and alex. in math class we learned something that i already knew so it wasnt really a big deal. we went 2 brazeau and the student teacher was talking in circles. ahhh. i actually wished that brazeau was teaching. after that was comp lit and that was reallllly boring, i finished early so i did the flash cards and played scrabble. at least mr rudar was there instead of mrs pease. haha. finally i went 2 bio and we did some werid balloon thinger. i wasnt really paying attention. rawr. then i went home and did basically nothing all night. haha.

tomorrrrrrow- school [sucks cuz evry1 else has off] but only 25 minute classes since were having battle of the classsess!!! yesss!!! then dad is picking me up from school and we're going 2 eat @ townline b4 i have to work. pretty sweet if u ask me. then becky is picking me up @ like 10pm and we're going to walmart to get decorations for dads birthday. im excited!

saturdayy- dad is going 2 b @ work in the morning so i'm going 2 decorate the house, then we're going to have dinner and im going to falllllllfestttt. horrayyy!

sundayy- idkkk yet..

everyone thats going hunting, plz plz plzzzzzz be careful =/
and Garrett, i'm really sorry.....

X333

11.12.2006

bored... might as well post

well my weekend was interesting so far

[saturday]~mom ang luke & dillon woke me up @ like 7 cuz they had 2 leave 4 lego league n i was pissed off haha i ended up falling back asleep @ like 830 & my alarm went off @ 9... kinda pointless if u ask me. then i got up & went on AIM 4 awhile... then i got ready 4 work, very slowly, i was almost late. ha. then i ate breakfast & had 2 go 2 work. i went 2 work & omfggg it was soo boring. i sat like a max of like 12 tables. it was totally pointless 4 me 2 be there. yeahh. then i got 2 leave @ 2 so i played DDR 4 awhile & it was a lot of fun but i had 2 do it by myself so i kept clearing & w/e. then i walked over 2 donnas & bought my dad a $5 bday card & my mom a rose. tom picked me up & i called becky to talk 2 her about my dads birthday. umm then i went home & got packed & went 2 grandmas. we went 2 the mall and i bought a ton more clothes 4 christmas. haha. its going 2 b a greaaaat christmas! we came back 2 grandmas & i watched this really good movie called "two can play that game" it was sweet. lukas & angela finally came & we went 2 subway. i was soo hungry i 8 a foot long. hah. -> id do anything 4 a footlong <- right cassie? haha. we went back 2 grandmas and watched "deliver us from eva" that was good too. i went online after that & talked 2 gorst 4 hours. he is very interesting im not gonna lie. umm i went 2 bed around 10:30 & called garrett. oops. he was sleeping. hes such a sweetheart though. he called me back and talked to me til 11:45. seriously. he is amazing. although he does enjoy making fun of me about a certain something...... mm yeah. haha. =] he did make my day though

[sunday]~got up @ like 11:15 and watched "honey i shrunk the kids" then we turned the packer game on.. its pretty boring. seriusly. darren sharper is still a sexy beast. haha to bad he bleeds purple =[

[now]~im talkin 2 one of my personal mexican bitches & morgan. they're pretty cool. im listenin 2 the game too but its not that exciting really.

[later]~idk. goin home & i think eric is coming over? who the hell knows.

[tomorrow]~i get 2 wear my effing red shirt bitchesss =P

11.10.2006

my dayy.

well my alarm fell off my dresser so i didnt hear it go off @ 9 when i was supposed 2 get up
so i got up around 10 when my phone started vibrating on the desk and idk who it was
then i got ready and had some breakfast and we headed to the mall
i found the shoes i wanted right away yesss
then we went in like 3830302734 other stores and didn't really find anything
so i went 2 AE and got some new jeans and thongs
and i finally found this really really cute red shirt

sidenote:[can u believe that out of all the clothes i have that i dont own ONE red shirt? yeahh weird]

anyway, when we got all the shopping done it was like 1 so we were really hungry
we were gonna go 2 bostons but there wasnt really anything intersting there so we went 2 applebees
and it was yummmmy
i got a sandwhich w/ bbq sauce, mayo, bacon, ham, tomatoes, turkey, and lettuce
it was amazing
i didnt eat my fries though
i dont like fries
and fry boy wasnt there for me to give them to haha

then i got home and i took a shower
eric called me like riggggght when i got out
i thought it was my mom so i answered it
but i was dripping wet & completely naked [lol] so he said he'd call me back
then he called me back & i talked 2 him 4 awhile
i talked 2 morgan online & we had a very interesting convo [as seen below]
umm then i talked 2 garrett online 4 awhile & called my dad
him and i talked 4 a looooooong time
it was really nice 2 talk 2 him about some things
then my mom came home and she said eric wasnt coming over
so i basically had an emotional break down and i was yelling/crying @ her
and i forced her 2 call him since she is the mean on not me
then i talked 2 him and was crying lol

umm after that we had dinner and talked about thanksgiving weekend
apparantly i have 2 stay home while evry1 else goes 2 a hotel since i have 2 work
that really sucks
[oh garrett, i might b in fond du lac]
then i came back online n talked 2 roger
he totally made my day, he is such a sweetheart
then i called matt golden and tyler and talked 2 them for like 3 hours
my omi intterrupeted that time cuz she wanted 2 kno what i want 4 christmas

then i had 2 go cuz it was 9 and mom said i needed 2 get offline and get a life
but did i do that, nooooooo
haha
i took surveys with morgan 4 a really long time
then my boyyyfriend came on and made me take a pic of myself 2 show his cousin
eew i think its gross but w/e
haha
we talked 4 like an hour and a half and then he had 2 go
hes sooo sweet <3> no plans after school


tuesday -> lukas's bball game @ 4
wednesday -> no plans after school
thursday -> tanning place / work @ 5
friday -> idk something w/ my dad 4 his bday
saturday -> the danceeeee
sunday -> dads birthdayy

as always, call me 4 plansssss

eric.michael<3

Where did you two first meet? TAP
When exactly did you two first meet? not sure really
What was your first impression of him? hes cuuute
When did you start liking him? once we got 2 kno eachother
When did you two start going out? summer of 6th grade
How was with your first kiss with him like? on the bus home from camp uni
Is he your first boyfriend? If not, then which? 1st real
Are you his first girlfriend? If not, then which? nope idk

About Him
How much older/younger is he compared to you? few months older
Hair colour? brown
Eye colour? brown
Build? beastly. yummy. and tall. ooh.
Astrological sign? no ideaa
Skin colour? tan always :(
Race/ethnicity? white
Nationality? idk
Religion? lutheran
Glasses? nope
Piercings? no
Tattoos? no
Chest hair? ew no
Scars? Where? face
Know where's his birthmark if he has one? nope
Smart/not? more so than me
Sarcastic/not? yes
Humourous/not? yes
Possessive/not? yes
Patient/not? no
Affectionate/not? yes
Protective/not? yes
Clingy/not? no
Expressive/not? no
Talkative/quiet? talkative
Outgoing/shy? outgoing
Party animal/Stay at home kind? party
Sporty/not? YES
Artistic/not? yes
Practical or more of the dreamy type? practical...


His skills
Can he cook or bake? yesss
Can he repair/fix things? yes
Can he dance? yes
Can he sing? yesss
Can he draw? yes
Can he play any instrument? no
Can he write well? idk
Can he make you laugh? of course
Can he make others laugh? yes
What is his talent if he has found it? sports
Is he good at science and math? yes


Things you like about him
What do you like about the things he say? depends
What do you like about the things he does? most things
What do you like about the things he does FOR YOU? depends
What part of his face do you like the most? everything
What part of his body do you like the most? mmm everything
What part of his personality do you like the most? everything
What do you most admire about him? everything
What part of him attracts you the most? everything
Do you know what attracts him to you? ew no


Random quirks
Is he a pet lover? yes
Animal lover? no hes a killer
Is he environmental-friendly? sure
What are his views on political issues? idk
Is he racist? NO
Is he a vegetarian? nope
Does he drink? prolly
Smoke? no
Curse? not as much as me
Sleep around? better damn well not
Abuse drugs? nope
Is he hairy? noo
Does he donate to beggars? idk
Is he neat/messy? both


His love life
Is he a romantic? somewhat
Does he pay for your meals/tickets/etc? yess
Is he okay with confessing his love for you in public? that could use some working on
Does he express his love for you in words or actions? usually words, i dont c him a lot


Things you don't like about him (though you accept his faults)
Any habits of his that you dislike? um not really a few i guess
Any part of his appearance that you dislike? nahh
Any part of his character that you dislike? not really


Your feelings for him
So..how long have you two been together? 3 days lol
Do you truly love him? i love him but im not in love with him
Does he truly love you? i belive he does
Can you envision marrying him? yes

another moe&rika convo

ii luv u more x3: la la la....snow fucking sux
ii luv u more x3: do u kno how much i hate snow? very very much
x33 o0h its Love: me 2 omfg
ii luv u more x3: goddd
ii luv u more x3: im moving 2 Cali or Florida lol
x33 o0h its Love: me2
ii luv u more x3: ok we can move 2gether
ii luv u more x3: lol
x33 o0h its Love: kk lol
ii luv u more x3: which one do u wanna move 2?
x33 o0h its Love: FL
ii luv u more x3: ok
ii luv u more x3: so we will move 2 FL 2gether
ii luv u more x3: where in FL? Orlando?
ii luv u more x3: lol
ii luv u more x3: OMFG we can live in MAGIC KINDOM IN CINDERELLA'S CASTLE!
ii luv u more x3: LMAO
ii luv u more x3: OMG LAUGH WOMAN
x33 o0h its Love: WHOA THATD B WEIRD
x33 o0h its Love: BUT SWEET
ii luv u more x3: U MEAN IT WOULD B FUN
ii luv u more x3: i am sooo fucking funny
x33 o0h its Love: hell yes
ii luv u more x3: do u kno how much fun it would b 2 live in a light up castle?
x33 o0h its Love: holy shit yeah
ii luv u more x3: && we could make it haunted. We could like scare the ppl @ Magic Kingdom
x33 o0h its Love: we could have like little midgets running around and we could ring bells for them to bring us chocolate chip cookies
x33 o0h its Love: LOL
ii luv u more x3: OMFG YAAAA
x33 o0h its Love: thatd b freaking sweet
ii luv u more x3: like oompa loopas in a disney scene!
x33 o0h its Love: WHOA SHIT YEAHHH!
ii luv u more x3: OMFG...then we could wear pretty crowns!!!
ii luv u more x3: OMFG...&& decorate the castle w/ pictures of boyss!
x33 o0h its Love: FUCK NO
ii luv u more x3: ya huh
x33 o0h its Love: WE CAN HAVE PERSONAL SEXY MUSCULAR SERVANTS THAT GIVE FREE LAP DANCES AND PERSONAL MASSAGES
ii luv u more x3: OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG YA
x33 o0h its Love: MMHMMM!
x33 o0h its Love: ITD B SWEET
x33 o0h its Love: WHOA SHIT
ii luv u more x3: TOTALLY
ii luv u more x3: i am laughing sooo fucking hard right now
x33 o0h its Love: ME TOOO HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
ii luv u more x3: but we need princess names!!!
x33 o0h its Love: http://nine.frenchboys.net/princess.php
x33 o0h its Love: keep clickin til u find 1
ii luv u more x3: ok
ii luv u more x3: Princess Serena Juliana
thats mine
x33 o0h its Love: mine is soo PRINCESS Niccumpoop Sparkley
ii luv u more x3: LMAO WTF?!
ii luv u more x3: Niccumpoop Sparkley???????????
x33 o0h its Love: HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
x33 o0h its Love: http://rumandmonkey.com/widgets/toys/namegen/8422/
ii luv u more x3: mines Grande Skittle
ii luv u more x3: i hate it
x33 o0h its Love: lol
ii luv u more x3: soo im sticking w/ Serena Juliana
x33 o0h its Love: alright hahah
ii luv u more x3: can u say new display names?
x33 o0h its Love: HELL YES
ii luv u more x3: ook gooo lol
x33 o0h its Love: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAAAAAAAAAA
x33 o0h its Love: i am having a laugter attack
x33 o0h its Love: laughter*
ii luv u more x3: me 2!!!!
x33 o0h its Love: reminds me of an orgasm
x33 o0h its Love: only laughing
x33 o0h its Love: aahahahhahahahahahahaha
ii luv u more x3: LMAO
ii luv u more x3: i still llooooooooooooove yours
x33 o0h its Love: LMFAO
ii luv u more x3: omg....we NEED 2 save this conversation & show it 2 our kids
ii luv u more x3: BETTER YET
ii luv u more x3: SHOW IT 2 OUR SEXY MUSCULAR SERVANTS IN OUR CASTLE
x33 o0h its Love: WHOA YESS MMMMMM
x33 o0h its Love: [but hold that thought cuz i gotta piss]
ii luv u more x3: && our oompa loopa's 2
ii luv u more x3: ha ha ok
x33 o0h its Love: hahaha
x33 o0h its Love: i'm back
ii luv u more x3: YAY!
x33 o0h its Love: and deff craving a massage from some sexy man
x33 o0h its Love: hahahaa
ii luv u more x3: WELCOME BACK PRINCESS
ii luv u more x3: HA HA HA ME 2
x33 o0h its Love: thats PRINCESS Niccumpoop Sparkley to you!
ii luv u more x3: LMFAO
ii luv u more x3: u can get a massage from a sexy man 2night....from YOUR sexy man
x33 o0h its Love: mmm MMMM MMMMMMM MMMM mmmm
x33 o0h its Love: true
x33 o0h its Love: good calll!
ii luv u more x3: i kno! wut can i say
x33 o0h its Love: lmao
ii luv u more x3: i dont hava sexy man 2 getta massage from =[
x33 o0h its Love: i'll be your sexy massaging man
x33 o0h its Love: =]
ii luv u more x3: oooooo yay!
ii luv u more x3: i have the sexiest one of em all
ii luv u more x3: !
x33 o0h its Love: LMAO
ii luv u more x3: wut if i woulda picked this one? Princess Marissa Patience Rosamund Maria von Grandiwald
x33 o0h its Love: o lord
ii luv u more x3: omg...i gotta snowball thrown @ me about 5 seconds ago
x33 o0h its Love: UR IN THE HOUSE
ii luv u more x3: YA I KNO
x33 o0h its Love: HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH
ii luv u more x3: lol THAT WONT BE AN ISSUE WEN WE MOVE 2 FL
x33 o0h its Love: OHHH SHITTT UR RIGHT
ii luv u more x3: I KNO
ii luv u more x3: do u like my icon?
x33 o0h its Love: mhmmm!
x33 o0h its Love: PRINCESS Niccumpoop Sparkley wants PRINCESS Serena Juliana to summon the oompa loompas cuz i want my damn chocolate chip cookies
ii luv u more x3: LMAO
ii luv u more x3: wut does summon mean?
x33 o0h its Love: summon: (v) to call upon
x33 o0h its Love: lol
x33 o0h its Love: it means 2 tell them 2 get the fuck over here
ii luv u more x3: LMAO OOOOK
x33 o0h its Love: lol
ii luv u more x3: well ok these sexy men...our servants...wuts going 2 make sure we dont try & seduce them?
x33 o0h its Love: NOTHING
x33 o0h its Love: HAHAHAHA
x33 o0h its Love: LETS JUST DO IT
x33 o0h its Love: A WHOLE WHORE FEST!
ii luv u more x3: HA HA HA OK
ii luv u more x3: i was thinking about that but i didnt wanna say nething
x33 o0h its Love: HAHAHAHAHHA SLUT U WOULD THINK THAT
ii luv u more x3: ya ur right...its the first thing i thought of wen u sed sexy men
ii luv u more x3: w/ the oompa loompas &&& sexy men...we will b the only girls......do u kno wut men like? yaaa eeewww
x33 o0h its Love: 4 somes? 30 somes? ew no thanks
x33 o0h its Love: besides, i get the one with biceps
x33 o0h its Love: u can have the ones with 6packs
x33 o0h its Love: hahaha
ii luv u more x3: ya that...but also....they like girl on girl action which is eewwer
x33 o0h its Love: eeeeeewwwwwwwww
x33 o0h its Love: i dont like you like that
x33 o0h its Love: eeeeeewwwwwwww
x33 o0h its Love: grosssssy
ii luv u more x3: lol ya i kno
ii luv u more x3: thats y i sed eewwer
ii luv u more x3: lol
x33 o0h its Love: hahaha
ii luv u more x3: but u kno wut....sex is FUN ha ha ha....ull have fun w/ the sexy man w/ biceps....GODD IM SUCHA WHORE
x33 o0h its Love: HAHA
ii luv u more x3: http://iconator.com/icon.php?IconID=776095
ii luv u more x3: LMAO
x33 o0h its Love: WHOA!
ii luv u more x3: WHOA LOOK @ THIS ONE
ii luv u more x3: http://iconator.com/icon.php?IconID=758121
x33 o0h its Love: OMG
ii luv u more x3: i put in the seach bar princess & that came up!
ii luv u more x3: search*
x33 o0h its Love: weirddd
ii luv u more x3: i kno!
ii luv u more x3: LMAO
ii luv u more x3: i put it on my icon
x33 o0h its Love: i c that
x33 o0h its Love: im tryin 2 find one now haha
ii luv u more x3: ha ha
ii luv u more x3: ur not goina
ii luv u more x3: well u might find a princess one
ii luv u more x3: but not w/ ur name
ii luv u more x3: sorry lol
x33 o0h its Love: lol
x33 o0h its Love: there
ii luv u more x3: LMAO
ii luv u more x3: ha ha http://iconator.com/icon.php?IconID=725401
ii luv u more x3: im putting that one on
ii luv u more x3 signed off at 5:01:37 PM.
ii luv u more x3 signed on at 5:01:40 PM.
ii luv u more x3: sorry agen
x33 o0h its Love: lol
ii luv u more x3: do u like this one?
x33 o0h its Love: aww
ii luv u more x3: i am a disney princess
x33 o0h its Love: ik
ii luv u more x3: =]
ii luv u more x3: wow we were so fucking crazy
x33 o0h its Love: hell ya

11/7

ok so i am going out with eric... i'm not sure if this is going 2 work or not but i'm trying
he really wanted another chance so i'm giving it to him
& no i don't love him, i'm gonna see how things so
i'm still madly in love with garrett
but it appears that he doesn't want any relationship with me anytime soon
& i'm not going 2 sit around waiting 4 it
i mean, maybe this thing with eric will work out
but i'm taking it day by day
& i will not get my heart broken
i'm just trying 2 move forward
& if garrett wants me back, well, idk
*confused*