8.25.2005

its officially gone...

u no that feeling that sets in when sum1 dies... that theyre gone 4ever... yeah well that has set in right now... my summer is officially over... and i dont think thats what i want... but i guess i gotta get on with my life... i just hope im headed in the right direction...

today was a total blast

this morning i had 2 get up @ 7 cuz i had 2 go babysit cassie n colin... angela came with me so she could hang out with cassie which was really nice cuz then i only had colin 2 worry about... so cassie n angela went off n did their thing... and colin wanted 2 clean the garage... so i helped him... it took like 45 minutes... lol... huge and very dirty garage... but it burned almost all the time... so then i went back in and helped cassie make lunch... and then we played Dare or Share which was a really cool game... and then cassies mom came home... i got $20... yay!... and it was so easy... n only like an hour and a 1/2 of labor... woo hoo... i already kno what im gonna spend it on too...

then i got back and finished cleaning my house so my cousins could come

they got there around 11 and omg i was so freaked out... cuz they brought my 3rd cousin fron Germany... and hes so cute... lol... neway... he speaks very lil english... so its awesome... lol... we kept making fun of him... n the way he does things is so weird... but awesome... then we did the full house tour yadda yadda yadda... n then went in the pool... omg it was so much fun we had like 15 people in there and it was total chaos... but awesome... we had a major splash bomb war... n when they went outside the pool... wed have vinny get them n bring them back... lol... then we went in and had lunch n i got my hair cut... omg its sooo short... n layered... n really cute... buts gonna take awhile 2 get used 2... and then we hung out 4 awhile... they played cards but i laid in my bed cuz i had a headache... and then they went out swimming again but i didnt wanna go so i watched TV... and then my mom sent angela in 2 get me... so i went out there n they attacked me cuz they wanted me 2 go in... and then she forced me 2 go in even tho i didnt wanna... lol omg u shuld c the picture of me, angela, n rachel... omg its so sexy... LOL... ill post it when i get em off the camera... then we went in cuz i was cold n they were starting dinner... then dominic came in my room and looked @ every single thing... it was scary... but funny... the dinner was ready so we ate... i couldnt eat i was so outta it... then we made a fire and had smores... but then they had 2 leave so that they could get back home b4 midnite... so we said r good byes... and r i love us... and they were on there way


then i came back in my room and decided what i wanna wear to school 2moro... and then i got all my stuff ready n talked 2 garrett n morgan... and i was totally pissed... and if u dont know y dont ask cuz i dont wanna talk about it... uuuuuuuuugggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i dont wanna go 2 skewl 2moro... its kinda freaky... me n chlc r goin early so we can put r stuff in r lockers... n then were gonna go in 2gether cuz i dont wanna go in by myself n neither does she... so yeah... lol

i get back home @ 12ish so if u care @ all u can call me ill b here til 4 when i go 2 the packer game n i wont get back til 11:30... so yeah... then saturday is my party!!!!! yay... and i got my mom 2 fill the hot tub!!!!! YEEEEEEEEEEEES!!!!

luv ya eric

-E-R-I-K-A-

8.24.2005

buh bye summer...

ughh back 2 skewl in 2 days... OMG... i cant belive it... its scary... it hasnt even hit me that im not going back 2 st johns this year yet... but i guess it will when we go 2 skewl on friday n i c all those people... omg i was freaking out we went past the fball players @ practice 2day... omg do i loooooooove fball players... LOL... and that is the most guys ive ever seen in 1 place... i mean we only had 9 boys... so when u c like 50 of em... u freak out... :-D

soo got up @ 8 this morning and my first word was "GROSS!" cuz i had this dream about morgan and john... yeah and then took a shower and went online 4 a lil bit

then my gma came so we went 2 the mall 2 get me some more skewl clothes... as if i dont have enuff already... lol... k so i was @ the mall and trying on clothes... n this lady comes up 2 me and goes "Perfect, You're Perfect! I want you to come model @ my agency!"... so that kinda freaked me out... but i said "No, I can't model until I'm 16"... and then she said ok... n went away... so yeah i got some more pants 4 school n then we went back home...

so i got here n went online n had breakfast... i was talkin 2 garrett cuz no1 else was on... so hed say brb... n then id go on and on and on and on about absolutely nothing... it was so sad... and hed b sitting ther the whole time prolly laughing @ what a freak i am... lol

then he called me cuz he was tired so he went 2 lay on his bed... n he wouldnt talk 2 me... so i talked 2 myself until he decided the he wanted 2 talk... so then we talked about lots of stuff... and i got him 2 yell "YYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYY" in a high pitched girly voice... and its hilarious... i tried 2 get him 2 say "Ooooh Baby" but he wouldnt... and he wouldnt say "Nuh uh uh" either... oh well i tried... then he had 2 go 2 fball practice so he left me all alone with lukas, drew, brennan, byron, and stu... they were floating a boat in my pool

and they wouldnt go away! so they were eating my food, doin stuff they arent sposed 2, and making a mess in my living room... but then my mom called and totally busted my brother 4 having them over... n then they had 2 leave... n lukas is grounded... from tv, computer, phone, and friends... YAY... its so much funnier when its not me... LOL

so then she came home and we went 2 the store and ordered my cake 4 my party... they didnt have a design that i wanted... so i made one up... we will c how it turns out... and i got my favorite... white cake with whipped topping... not frosting... and if u dont like it... too bad... more 4 me... lol... then we went n dug some guys flowers outta his back yard... it was kinda weird... and i wore my new shoes... lol that was dumb... but hey they didnt get dirty... cuz i didnt do nething but drive the wheel barrow... lol... then we had a long drive back... so i told my mom what was on my mind... and it made me feel better... hmm thats what garrett says "if u tell me u'll feel better"... ha it worked this time... weird... and then we went 2 walmart and got all the stuff that i think i mite need 4 school...yeah its sweet

we were gonna go 2 DQ but then my mom totally 4got cuz we had this really interesting conversation... lol... so then she promised we'd go later

then we came home and i talked 2 garrett, allyson, n morgan... lol morgan is so funny... she saw eric but didnt go talk 2 him... and then she goes "what am i sposed 2 say, HI ERIC IM MORGAN!"... lol yeah moe that is what ur sposed 2 say... lolol...

i cleaned fishtanks after that cuz my mom said if i didnt she wouldnt let me wear my new jeans 2 skewl on friday... sooo i did! lol


we went 2 hansens insteada DQ cuz i wanted a waffle cone insteada a blizzard... it was good i got macinack island fudge and northern lights in a waffle cone... and also managed to get it all over my sweatshirt... yeah talent...

then i came home and went 2 bed cuz i was so tired and i had a horrible headache

so yea that was my day... last day of summer... kinda... ughh... :'-(


I LOVE SOO MUCH ERIC


Alwayz n 4evr, ~*E\R/I\K/A*~

8.23.2005

wow... dramatic

got up @ 9:47 and took a shower cuz i felt disgusting...

got out n got dressed n had breakfast...

talked 2 allyson and morgan on email...

then garrett came online 4 a lil bit b4 he had 2 go pick up dog shit n mow the lawn...

then chlc called me and we talked 4 like an hr and 1/2 b4 her phone died...

garrett came back and i talked 2 him and he made me feel better again...

then he had 2 go get ready 4 practice so i was all bored again...

my grandma called and said that we were going shopping 2moro...

and then my mom came home and said we were goin 2 the mall...

so we went 2 the mall and i got a polo, jeans and shoes...

i also bursted out in tears in the middle of the mall...

then we came home and i had dinner...

after that i talked 2 morgan and garrett on email again...

~~
later... ill take a shower... again... and go 2 bed... cuz i gotta get up @ 9 2moro so my gma can take me 2 the mall!! yay i love spending $$ lol... and then i get 2 come home n clean fish tanks... ughh... i cant w8 til i go back 2 skewl... kinda... idk nemore... its both ways

hopefully my bf calls me i need 2 talk 2 him... hmmmm
~~

CALL ME IM SO BORED U GOT THE DIGITS!!!!


{{ EMVY }}

ABC SURVEY

A: age you got your first kiss- 13

B: band listening to right now- Black Eyed Peas

C: crush- i like grape crush and orange crush... but if ur talkin about guys... i dont have one cuz i got a bf

D: dad's name- Dan aka Dad, Daddy, Papa C

E: easiest person to talk to- Garrett, My Parents, The Wall

F: favorite Book at the moment- "Sleepwalk" and "Servants Of Twilight"

G: gummy worms or gummy bear- BOTH!!

H: hometown- Racine, Wisconsin

I: instruments- ummm. my parents wanted me to play the flute or piano. But i just stuck with singing and sports

J: junior high- SJB!!

K: kids- i want boyz like 2-3

L: longest car ride ever- idk i hate car rides... i fly lots... the farthest was prolly MI so like 6 hrs

M: mom's name-Monika aka Mom, Mommy, Mo Pye

N: nicknames- Babe, Baby, Beautiful, Bitch, Rik, Rika, Rika Marie, Emvy, Parie, Morgan

O: one wish- to get thru school and get a nice job... get married... n live my life 2 the fullest

P: phobias- drowning, fish, birds, ____!, 2% milk, bees, failure

Q: quote- "Dont ever let anyone tell u that u cant do something." or "It doesnt matter what other people think of you, it only matters what you think of yourself"

R: reason to smile- BECAUSE I HAVE A PRETTY SMILE (lol), my guy friends, morgan, achievment, and knowing that im loved

S: song you last sang-Don't Cha by the PCD's in Foot Locker LOL

T: time you woke up this morning- 9:47

U: unknown facts about me- 1/2 the time i have no idea what im talking about im just good @ making it look like i do... its really hard 4 me 2 explain my feelings 2 other people... and i love making icees outta pink lemonade kool aid

V: vegetables you hate- asparagus, mushrooms, zucchini, olives, ANY COOKED VEGETABLES

W: worst habit- not expressing my feelings, biting my lips when im nervous, and randomly shouthing bad things

X: x-rays you've had- lots

Y: yummy foods-chocolate, Kraft Macaroni and Cheese, Reese Peanut Butter Cups, Belgian Waffles, Mint Chocolate Chip & Fudge Ice Cream

Z: zodiac sign- Aries

8.22.2005

i need a life...

omg seriously... i need a life... i dont have 1... its rediculous... and almost predictable... since i do the same thing every single day of my whole life... ughh

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so anyway, 2day i got up n went online...

then i had breakfast and went back online... and i finally talked 2 my bf...

then my mom came home @ 1:30 and i did nothing the rest of the day...

cleaned fish tanks... and managed to flood my bathroom cuz my phone rang... lol...

made lunch...

drew came over and was swimming in my pool with a bunch of other guys... they wanted me 2 go but im like uhh no... so i just laid in the hammock reading my magazine...

we had dinner and morgan called me... she wanted me 2 go 2 the mall with her but i couldnt cuz im going 2moro...

then garrett came home from fball and we "instant" messaged again... omg its so slow 4 "instant"...

mom said that we could go 2 the mall but then we couldnt cuz angela was doing her hair and makeup... ughh i hate angela...

now mom is kicking me off the computer and i will go either watch TV or play cards...

then 2moro i will get up and do the same thing over again... lol...

luv ya eric

•·.·´¯`·.·• E/R/I/K/A •·.·´¯`·.·•

QuOtEs FrOm GoOd SoNgS...

"i don't wanna fall 2 pieces i just wanna sit n stare @ u" - Avril Lavigne


"after all we've been thru, i kno we're cool" - Gwen Stefani


"and there were voices that want to be heard so much to mention but u can't find the words" - DHT


"cuz she's bitter sweet she knocks me off my feet and i can't help myself i don't want anyone else she's a mystery she's to much for me but i keep coming back 4 more... she's just the girl i'm looking 4" - Click 5


"why can't anyone see i just wanna live?" - Good Charlotte


"do you lock youself in ur room with the radio turned up so loud that no1 hears u screamin?" - Simple Plan


"somebody told me that u had a bf that looked like a gf that i had in february of last year" - The Killers


"we started out friends, it was cool, but it was all pretend" - Kelly Clarkson

My Weekend...

Friday ~~ didnt do 2 much... got up n took a shower n got dresssed... then went online 4 like 15 minutes... but mom came home so im like uhh shit! so i got off... then she wanted me 2 redo my aunts computer... so i did and then she yelled @ me cuz i was doing it wrong... so then she takes over and shes like oh w8 u didnt do anything wrong... u did it wrong last time so then she yelled @ me 4 that 2... then my dad came and we started the long drive... angela started crying cuz i got 2 b infront and she didnt... lol... so then she didnt say anything most of the ride... it was fun... when we got 2 dads we watched Bring It On Again and he put in a pizza... when it was done we had some and waited 4 susie 2 come home with dinner... she got there around 6 with a rotissery chicken and other stuff... it was really good... after dinner we watched football and other stuff... n then we went 2 bed @ 10 cuz dad said we had lots of stuff 2 do 2moro...

Saturday ~~ omg i slept SO bad last night it was insane... ugh... i got up @ 11 but i was stil so tired... dad made me pancakes and bacon and it was really good... then we got the kitchen cleaned up and i got dressed... i 4got my packer jersey so i wore angies... then dad told us that we were going 2 go up 2 iron mountain and go 2 the movies... but we had 2 do some stuff around the house when we got back... so we left 4 the movies and stopped @ walmart first... omg there was this little kid that yelled @ my dad... so my dad yelled right back @ the little kid... and the mom gave him a really dirty look but it was hilarious... its also really funny that since there is like no mall up there... that all the teenagers go there with their bf and gfs and its hilarious... omg then this lady was sampling food like they do @ sams club... and lukas wanted one... but the ladys like NO U HAVE 2 HAVE A PARENT GIVE IT 2 U!... so then we just left... lol... after that we had 2 go 2 homedepot 2 get a pipe and ant killer... dad n i were the only ones that wanted 2 go in... so we did... when we got 2 the door this lil 4 year old kid goes... U GUYS R PACKER FANS... COOL ME TOOO... lol... it was so cute... then the guy that we asked where the ant killer was gave us like a 5 minute explanation... lol... so when we got up there the lady is like uhh idk where it is... omg i was so mad... then we went back outside n drove 2 the movies... we smuggled gummy bears and butterfingers in lol... we watched Red Eye... it was really good... but freaky... cuz it reminded me of my #1 fear... aka my deepest darkest secret... OMG I FIGGERD OUT WHAT MY DEEPEST DARKEST SECRET IS!... wow... so ya the movie was awesome.. id c it again... the beginning is kinda slow but it speeds up really fast... so ya... then we drove back home and i cleaned my dads fish tank and then we watched the packer game which was the saddest thing in the world... i swear if it was any worse i mighta cried... ugh... @ 1/2 time we had dinner and it was REALLY good... then we went back 2 watching the game which was so lame... after the game nothing was on TV so dad n i went outside n built a big huge fire... it was fun... then we fed the horses some apples... lol... and then we went inside and watched MADTV... when it was over we all went 2 bed

Sunday ~~ got up @ 10:45 and i slept a lil bitter last night... i got up and daddy made me an omlette with toast... yummy... it was so good... then ange luke n i did the dishes and got dressed... then luke n ange had outside work 2 do and dad mowed the lawn... so i just stayed inside n did nothing... i watched a movie called The New Kid... it was pretty good... but really strange... the slutty girl reminded me of sum1 i kno *cough*... then dad made me a grilled cheese sandwhich 4 lunch and we went 2 meed mom... it was a really quiet car ride cuz every1 was tired and wanted 2 b home... i had 2 sit inthe back with angela and she was pissing me off so i was about ready 2 kill her... mom came and we got in the car and said bye 2 dad... we had r weekly talk with mom... mostly about how brandon called and talked 2 her sounding like he was on drugs... lol... then we got home and i took stupid quizes and put them in my blog... then i went 2 work with my mom and helped her set up the server stuff... we came back home and i talked 2 garrett via non-instant messenger... just like old times... hmm... its sad actually... then mom kicked me off so i took a shower and played cards with lukas... then i sat in my bed 4 hours listening 2 the radio and writing quotes of songs that i like... it was fun... then i went 2 bed


**~~~LOVE YA ERIC ~~~**


.:E..R..I..K..A:.

8.21.2005

hmm is that y?

the reasons why you're so beautiful
your name
your eyes are...mesmerizing
your lips are...tantalizing
your face is...sculpted by the gods
your body is...a wonderland
your hips are...round for touching pleasure
your smile is...glowing with passion and love
your hair is...often mistaken as silk
your love is...irresistible
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Your kiss is...erotic
Your hugs are...to die for
Your eyes...light up a day
Your touch is...irresistable
Your smell is...exotic
Your smile is...amazing
Your love is...everlasting
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100 ?s

1. Full name: Erika

2. Nicknames: Rika, Rik, Rika Marie, Babe, Sexy Chica, The Only QB That Shaves Their Legs, Ditz, Spaz, Smart One, Child, Baby, Beautiful... omg lots more

3. Age: 14

4. Eye: blueish greenish brownish

5. Hair: dark blonde with golden blonde hilights

6. Siblings: Morgan(14) Lukas (11) Angela (8)

7. Do u like singing in the shower?: yeah

8. Do u like to sing on the toilet?: i can proudly say that ive never done that

9. Birthday: 4/18

10. Star Sign: Aries

11. Address: if ur a friend... u know

12. Sex: Female

13. Righty or lefty: Righty

14. What do you want in a relationship? guy that understands me and takes me for who I am… isnt afraid 2 tell ppl im his gf... sorta touchy feely but not too much... and sum1 that I can hang out with and have fun with too

15. Have you ever cheated?: no, morgan says i have... but no

16. Marital status: ive got a bf

17. Do you have a car?: no

18. What kinda car do you have/want?: i want a fast pretty one

19. Movie: Sandlot

20. Song: Listen 2 your heart

21. Band/singer: i dont have a favorite

22. Actress: Stephanie Wier

23. Actor: Vin Disel cuz hes so sexy and YUM

24. Person: Morgan

25. Food: MAC AND CHEESE

27. Cartoon: i dont watch cartoons... hmm...

28. Disney character: WINNIE THE POOH

29. Color: Orange

30. Do you plan on having children?: i donnnnno

31. Want to get married?: thats 2 far ahead 4 me

32. How old do you wanna be when you have your firstchild?: i dont even no if i wanna have kids
33. How old do you want to be when you're married? after college

34. Would you have kids before marriage: no!

35. Do u have a b/f or g/f (who)?: yes... Y Eric Vandewalle Y

36. Do you have a crush?(If so who?): nope not @ the moment

38. Music or TV: Music

39. Guys or Girls: Guys

40. Green or Blue: Blue

41. Pink or Purple: purple

42. Summer or Winter: Summer!

43. Night or Day: Night

44. Hangin Out or Chillin: Hangin out

45. Dopey or Funny: Funny

46. Chocolate or Vanilla?: chocolate

47. What school do you go to?: NDA

48. Have you ever taken drugs?: not illegal ones

49. Major turn on?: sum1 thats not afraid 2 have fun and b themself... and i love the prep jocks

50. How far would you go on a first date?: idk depends who it is and if i like them or not

51. Most Blonde Friend: morgan

52. Funniest: john or brian or garrett... idk its close

53. Smartest: hmm... john

54. Best Personality: morgan

55. Best all around person: hmm Garrett

52. Which 5 people do you trust and are open with: Morgan, Eric, Garrett, John, Angela, My Parents

53. Who is your soul mate?: like id no!

54. Is it alright to flirt if you have a bf/gf?: idk it depends

55. What was the last thing you cried over or gott eary about?: cried over... i dont remember... oh ya i do... last week when i was really really sick

56. What's something about guys/girls you don't get?: i cant think of nething @ the moment

57. Do you care about the looks?: i dont care what i look like or what my guy looks like

58. Why?: it only matters what u look like on the inside... the outside just sugar coats it

59. What's an object you can't live without? my friends... i cant life without my friends

60. Love or lust?: love

61. Silver or gold?: hmm platnium... lolol

62. Diamond or pearl?: Diamond!

63. Sunset or sunrise?: Sunset

64. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping?: ya

65. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: nope

66. Do you have any piercings?: 6

67. What color underwear are you wearing right now? uhh red and pink

68. What brand of underwear do you have on at themoment?: victorias secret pretty in pink

69. What song are u listening to right now?: "And I don't want the world to see me Cuz I don't think that they'd understand When everythings meant to be broken, I just want you to know who I am..."

70. What are the last four digits of your phonenumber?: 4188

71. Where would you want to go on your honeymoon?: Disney World

72. Who do u want to spend the rest of your lifewith?: My Prince Charming

73. What's the first thing you notice about theopposite sex?: muscles clothes eyes hair

74. Favorite sport?: Football

75. What makes you happy?: idk i think the question shuld b what makes u sad

76. Whats the next cd you're gonna get?: 10,000 fists

77. Do u wear contacts or glasses?: i have glasses but i dont wear them

78. What's the best advice given to you?: "dont ever let someone tell u that u cant do something, because you can do ANYTHING" ... or ... "it doesnt matter what other ppl think of u, it just matters what u think of urself"

79. Have u ever won any special awards?: sure

80. What are your future goals?: get thus hs, graduate college, get a great job, and life life 2 the fullest

81. Whats the worst sickness you've ever had? i donno

82. Do you like Funny or Scary movies better?: scary

83. On the phone or in person?: in person

84. kisses or hugs: both

85. What song seems to reflect on you the most?: hmm i donno

86. If you died tomorrow who would you leave everything you own to?: uhh mostly morgan cept 4 the stuff she wouldnt care about id give 2 my brother

87. Do u have any enemies?: not really

88. What is your greatest fear?: id rather not share... but its gotta do with guys

90. What time is it in Albania right now?: idk

91.Have you ever been in love?: of course

92. Have you met Santa?: i love santa

93. When was the last time you talked to your crush? i dont have a crush @ the moment... i talked 2 my bf on wednesday tho

94. Do u have any pets?: vinnie, blizzard, lukas, n fish

95. Whats your Email address?: bball42@new.rr.com

96. Last time you were super sad?: sad? last day of TAP

97. Are you an alcoholic?: no!!!!

98. What time did you wake up today?: 11

99. Last time you ate pizza?: friday

100. Ever say "I love you" and didn't mean it?: no, thats not a word u can throw around... so if i tell u i love u.. kno that i mean it

8.18.2005

random things my mom says

RANDOM THINGS MY MOM SAYS... INSPIRED BY THE RANDOM SAYINGS OF, WELL, MY MOM

ok... so i had the moshi pillow on my head

Mom: Do u kno what that looks like?
Me: No, what?
Mom: Have u ben thru health class?
Me: Yah, 5th grade...
Mom: Oh, well it looks like u have the top of a penis on ur head...

then i was working on my "My Space"

Mom: Y r u putting a singles add on the internet?
Me: I'm not...
Mom: It sure looks like it...
*calls dad*
Mom: Erika is putting a singles add on the internet
Dad: What site?
Mom: MySpace(dot)Com
Dad: OH! Don's band has a webpage on that site
Mom: Great, I want my beautiful daughter to be stalked by a pudgy 35 year old man in a hard rock band!

I'm sitting on the couch...

*dead silence*
Mom: WOOOOOOOOOOOOOMP!

Hmm... random dinner conversations...

Lukas: How much wood would a woodchuck chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood?
Mom: Lukas, everybody knows a woodchuck would chuck as much wood as a woodchuck could chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood
*all jaws drop open*

I didnt feel like eating dinner... so...

Me: Mom, I'm not hungry
Mom: Erika, I dont want u thinking that u r fat... because ppl that think theyre fat... well they go on a diet... but then it goes wrong... and they get an eating disorder... YOU DONT HAVE AN EATING DISORDER DO YOU?

On a regular day after school...

Me: Mom, how was your day @ work?
*mom looks @ me*
Mom: HAVE U BEEN SNIFFING MARKERS? Y R UR EYES SO BIG? U HAVE HAVENT U? LUKAS! GET RID OF ALL THE MARKERS IN THIS HOUSE!




yes that is only the start my friends, she is so random... its worse than me... hmmm... maybe not...




so my day

omg 2day was sooo boring... i got up and made myself go 2 TAP... so i popped some pills and had breakfast then left... i got 2 tap and bwaya was thur already so i sat next 2 him on the couch and listened 2 his IPod... its officially the coolest thing ever... its only and inch and a 1/2 big and its awesome... anyway... i did that till 9:30 when we had snack...

well we were gonna go 2 packer practice but they decided that it was gonna rain and that we shouldnt so then the MADE us watch Star Wars Episode 1 (yes garrett, i watched it... all tho i zoned out thru most of it... and i dont think u wanna watch it with me cuz i ask way 2 many questions... cuz its way confusing)... yes well it was boring... i think darth mal is soo kewl looking... and i love his double sided light saber or w/e theyre called... yah i want one... i wonder if it hurts if u get hit... anyway... anikan is really cute 4 a lil kid... what is he like 8... yah ok...

then we had lunch... which was hiarlious all those inside jokes... i tell ya dont sit @ a table of all guys if u cant handle it... lol...

soo after lunch we went 2 the library cuz i didnt wanna sit thur n do nothing... so i went online there and talked 2 ppl and got 2 say bye 2 morgan b4 she left... and then we went in the chatroom with shannon, me, jameson, and tyler r... and it was hiarlious... cuz we were all @ the library and we were going crazy... i love tyler and his manly pinkness... lolol... tyler ur awesome... haha well anyway, then we got kicked off by the ppl standing bhind me... and they were creepy... so garrett told me to MUNCH them in the balls... but he meant PUNCH... so i bursted out laughing and then the lady yelled @ me cuz i was too loud... lol thanx garrett get me in trubble y dontcha... lol... well neway... then we went downstairs and were reading magazines 4 like an hour or so... i had shannon read these really girly magazines and he enjoyed them... lol... it was so hilarious... then we went outside and waited 4 the bus... but my n ty were beating up on eachoter cuz of slug bugs, PT cruisers, and woodys... lol...

then we got on the bus and thr trubble started... i sat next 2 tyler and we hit eachother 4 every single car that went by... hummer bummer, honda fonda, sexy lexy, van ur live in a can... lol yes we r weird... we kno... but still its funny...

then we got back 2 tap and my mom was there so i said good bye 2 all my ppl... emily gave me a hug... so did cameron... it was funny... then we left

in the car... my mom was talkin 2 my aunt... and i found out that i have 2 go 2 eagle river 4 labor day weekend unless 1 of u wants me 2 stay with u?... lol... plz!... hmm idk if my mom will even let my stay but it wood b worth a try... ne of u... lemme no...

so then i came home n made a myspace... but then my mom got all pissed... and she came in and told me 2 delete it... so im like fine... but i 4got 2 close aim and then sparrow talked 2 me and it popped up and i was cold busted... she didnt care tho... it was weird... and i love my dad cuz he backed my up the whole way... omg i owe him soo bad...

then my mom was calling people and then when sum1 wood answer, shed hang up... but if they have called id it looked like i called... so lets c how many ppl r pissed @ me in the near future...

then she told me all these random things... which i will explain @ a later time cuz theyre hilarious... lol

and now im doing nothing... im eating raw broccoli with ranch dressing.. which is oh so good... later ill prolly went a movie on paper view with i control... its good stuff

ill b home all day 2moro til when i go 2 dads @ 2... so gimme a call cuz ill b bored

Y Eric Y

*---Babe---*

officially ungrounded

ok... so 2day i have been officially ungrounded... and i can use my computer and all... but mom says i cant go on aim... and then she uninstalled it... soo ughhh... that sucks... but not really... we have 2 come up with a different way 2 talk lolol u no me i try 2 get around everything... hmm lemme kno if u have ideas

grounded vol 5

/17/05

wednesday... my alarm clock went off @ 6:13 and i couldnt even move i was so sick... so i reached across my dresser and called my mom... im like uhh i dont feel good... and shes like do u wanna stay home... and im like well not really but i dont wanna b stuck in door county and b sick either... so yeah ill stay... and shes like fine... so i went back in2 bed and slept til 9 when she called 2 c how i was doing... and i told her horrible... so she told me 2 take something... but i wouldnt... then i had breakfast and lunch... and went online... i talked 2 morgan n garrett like all day long... it was a blast... and eric never came on... then i left and was gonna go lay in my bed... and of course... then he came on!... so i got up and talked 2 him... then we made a chatroom and it was so much fun... then the guys went 2 practice so i went and laid back in my bed... and then fell asleep 4 a long time... till my mom came home... then she went grocery shopping and i chilled here n talked on AIM... and then we had dinner... i talked on AIM again... and then took a shower... it was great... love ya eric... -*Erika*-


8/16/05

tuesday... my mom and tom both had early morning meetings so mom said that shed pick us up and bring us 2 TAP... so when she called @ 8 she talked 2 angela and angela whined and complained that she didnt wanna go 2 SACC so mom asked if i wanted 2 stay home... so im like uhh sure... ive got nothing better 2 do neway and i dont feel good @ all... so shes like fine... then i went online n talked 2 ppl all day while i played Graffiti on yahoo with my brother and sister... it was alotta fun and we kept cheating since we were all a room apart... so wed just shout the answers across the hall... then i went and watched Date My Mom and Room Raiders while i cleaned up the house so my mom wouldnt b mad... then i took some asprin cuz i was sooo sick... then we went 2 the mall and spent $500 on new skewl stuff... it was the bomb!... @ shopko they didnt have ne of the supplies i needed tho so i have 2 get them l8r... then we went home and did nothing... mom kept making me messenger 4 her n tom... i took a shower n went 2 bed early cuz i was so sick... soo yeah that was my day... i love you eric vandewalle... *E/R/I/K/A*

8.15.2005

NDA Schedule

1st hr: Honors English, Mrs. Brown
2nd hr: Algebra I, Mrs. Castonia
3rd hr: Physical Education 1, Mrs. Wallberg
4th hr: Theology, Mr. Lagerman < ---- LOL MIKES DAD
5A: Lunch
5B: Physical Science, Mr. Kelleher
6th hr: World History, Mr. Blaney
7th hr: Spanish II, Mrs. Mulroney
8th hr: Study Hall, Mrs. Mellberg < ---- ALSO AWESOME END OF THA DAY BABY

grounded vol 4

8/15/05

Omg seriously this is the most boring week of TAP in my whole life… we r doing absolutely nothing its so sad… r mini trip 4 the week is a picnic in fisk park… and its gonna b so hott it wont even b funny… grrrr… no1 is there @ all… morgan isn't there, sparrow isn’t there, morgan isn't there, Brandon isn’t there, morgan isn't there, Jordan isn’t there, morgan isn't there, Hank Henry isn’t there, morgan isn't there, Eric isn’t there, AND Morgan isn’t there… omg all I have is BWAYA, Jameson, Thomas and the Odd Tyler… hehe… this morning we went 2 the library and I had toms library card again but they yelled @ me cuz it has $24 of fines on it… lol… and I didn’t have $24 so I was screwed… lol… I snuck on the computer neway 4 about n hr til she realized and then kicked me off… so lol I did it… CAMERON HAD 2 B MY PARTNER… OMFG THAT IS SO SAD… ne way… then we checked in n went over by BWAYA n he was playin graffiti on yahoo games… and this chick asked him out… lol she don’t even no him… she lives in Missouri… hahaha… then we had 2 leave and I had 2 stand on the bus and I almost died cuz the busdriver was like dunk or something… lol… we went back and had lunch and my mommy brought me my schedule from NDA cuz she had 2 work late 2day so she went on her lunch break… shes a keeper… I love my mom I wouldn’t trade her 4 neother mom in the world… after lunch we went swimming but I didn’t have my swimsuit so we just sat there and talked, it was fun… then we walked back and Shannon ran into the pole with nails in it cuz he was lookin @ Stephanie… I saw her and chlc n Alicia… they had volleyball from what I could c… yah they were running… poor things, its sooo hott… lol… then we got back and had snack and store… after that I watched a lil bit of ping pong and then my mom came… we went home and had dinner and then I went online 4 a lil bit cuz I snuck the cord back across the hall… she shall never no… lol… so that was my amazing day… BORING… LOVE U ERIC

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ERIKA
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8/14/05

OMG ITS MATT GOLDENS GOLDEN BIRTHDAY 2DAY WOO HOO… THAT’S AWESOME!!!!!! LOL… ok neway 2day was fun… I did pretty much nothing… got up after a horrible night of sleep @ 11:30… dad just started making breakfast so I jumped in the shower and got all freshened up… then when I got out I made me all pretty and got dressed… then dad was done with my breakfast… I was so hungry I ate a 2 egg omlette with 2 hashbrown patties and toast… it was awesome… lol… then I cleaned up my room and made my bed and packed my stuff… then we watched TV till sues kids were done with the dishes… then we watched the movie XXX state of the union… which is a TOTALLY TUBULAR movie!!... I liked it a lot… but the first one was better… just cuz The Deisel was in it… and he is so fine… lol… the movie was over and angela made brownies so I was watching Bring It On… I love that movie… “cheerleaders are dances who have gone retarted”… then I had a brownie and we drove home… it was really quiet cuz angela was sick and Lukas was looking out the window… so I was really bored… mom met us @ the pig as usual and we got in… then we were talking about school almost the whole way there… when we got home I had dinner and got ready 4 2moro… and then watched some TV… I went 2 bed @ 10 and was reading my book till almost 11… and I tried 2 go 2 bed then but I couldn’t fall asleep… so I was just laying ther all night thinking of my favorite ppl in the whole wide world… and u no who u r… hehe… xoxoxox eric… love always, erika

8/13/05

I went 2 bed early but didn’t fall asleep 4evr!... I got up @ 11:30 when my sister was hitting my face with a pillow and screaming that breakfast was ready… so I had 2 pancakes and a bagel… it was good… then I put my swimsuit on and did the dishes with lukas and angela… after that I helped dad pack all the food we needed 4 the picnic @ the lake… and then we headed out… we got there after an hr or so… and parked in the lot… but we couldn’t find a picnic table with a grill by it so we had 2 go way the heck far away… lol… but we couldn’t complain it was still nice there too… dad and I played football while we waited 4 the grill 2 get hot… and then made the burgers… I got 2 eat first cuz I was starving… then I waited till the boys were done eating and I went in the lake with Lukas… we swam out to the big raft with the picnic tables on it… and we started jumping off… it was so much fun… and I can dive woo hoo… omg it was so sad learning tho… lol… but I can do it now… cept the sad thing is that everytime I dive the bottoms of my swimsuit goes down soooo far… lol and I was afraid they were gonna go all the way down… but @least it was a lake so u couldn’t c nething… haha… we were out there 4 hours but then the sun went behind the clouds and it got cold… so we got out… then my dad and I were examining this dead fish 2 c what kind it was… and I was almost gonna puke cuz u no how much I hate fish… then I dried off and put my clothes on over my swimsuit and went and played basketball… both sides of the court were being used so we asked the kid if he wanted 2 play HORSE with me n angela… and he did… my dad got out first, and then angela… I played back and forth with the kid 4 a long time till he made a hail mary shot from ½ court… and I just couldn’t get it in… so I was out… and he won… but it was a lot of fun cuz the hoop was dented and soo old… lol so we thought if we hit it too hard that wed nock it over or something… lol… then we went back 2 pembine and got some movies 4 the nite… we got back 2 dads house and everyone got in their pajamas… me n my siblings all went downstairs and were playing endorphins and singing camp songs till dad and sue got done setting up… then they called us upstairs and we put in the movie… it was called Cursed… it was a warewolf movie… it was really good except 4 the fact that I wanted 2 c 2 of the warewolfs fight… that would make it totally awesome… after the movie we all went 2 bed… I LOVE U ERIC

8/12/05

2day I did much of nothing… it was boring… I didn’t get up til 11:30 cus I new my mom was home and I didn’t wanna help her get ready 4 her party nemore… sides I needed all the sleep I can get… the more the better… so I got up and had breakfast… then went online and talked 2 a bunch of ppl and packed 4 dads… then I took a shower and went back online… dad came around 2 and we drove up 2 his house… traffic wasn’t too bad cuz we left early… when we got there I had some crackers n cheese as a snack 2 hold me off till dinner… then I watched Meet The Parents… that is sooo much better than Meet The Fockers… lol… Susie came home with the other kids… and dad was about done with dinner then… we had spaghetti… it was sooo good… but everything my dad makes is… so yah… then we watched more TV and went 2 bed…
LOVE YAH ERIC

8.14.2005

yay!!

HAPPY
BIRTHDAY
MATT
GOLDEN
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

8.12.2005

grounded vol 3

8/11/05

Omg 2day was really freaky… I got up and went online like I did every other day this week… then mom told me that I had 2 clean fishtanks but I could only find 3 buckets and I have bad shoulders so I cant lift them when their full of water… and she said I couldn’t have ne1 over so no1 could do it 4 me… soo I just cleaned the house instead… which was very tiring since I did it every other day this week… but oh well I guess… im getting paid in clothes and accessories for school… so I cant complain… anyway… she went shopping yesterday so we have more food now!! Finally… eric called but I had 2 sit in the kitchen and talk 2 him cuz my cordless phone was left in the rain by my mom and I couldn’t find either of the other ones… theyre prolly in the rain 2… lol… anyway… then I watched MTV again… yes it was interesting… beauty and the geeks room raiders… gross… u couldn’t pay me 2 go out with them… I like the preppy jocky guys… but anyway… my mom came home and she took me 2 NDA 2 get my schedule but they were closed by a ½ hr…so then we drove past TAP and looked @ the ppl playin outside cuz it was on the way home… then we got there and mom and tom needed 2 go 2 the store before the packer game started…so they left… I guess angela was really sick… so I felt really bad for her… then it was kickoff so I watched the game… and u ppl r soooo lucky that u didn’t call me during the game or I woulda had 2 kill u!!... lol… that’s 1 thing u don’t wanna do… call me during the packer game… anyway I watched it til ½ time… and then went online… I was really mad that they recalled ahmad carrolls touchdown… I love him…lol… but really I was… I started yelling “what do they need them stupid zebras (refs) for anyway”… lol watching fball with me is interesting… then mom took angela 2 the ER cuz she was really sick… she left @ 8 and didn’t come back till 12… it was really scary… but mom called every ½ hr 2 give us a play by play… but then after 10:30 we didn’t hear anything so we were freaking out… they came home @ 12:15 and angela had 4 shots… she didn’t have strep… but her white blood cell count is really low… so they think that she has mono… not cool I tell yah… so shes on medicines… but idk whats gonna happen… while they were @ the hospital I had 2 do all the party stuff that my mom was gonna do… cuz she got home really late and she had 2 b 2 work by 4 am… so she got like 3 hrs of sleep and she has a party 2moro nite… so Idk how shes gonna do… yah so that was my day… kinda freaky… *eric & a*

8/10/05

Wow 2day was a long day… I slept til around 8:45 when my fone rang… and I was pretty pissed cuz when I got up 2 answer it no1 was there… so yah… then eric called @ 9:15 so I just stayed up after that… and I talked 2 him 4 an hr… then I went online n like no1 was on… I hate when that happens… lol… umm then I tried 2 have breakfast but we had no milk so I couldn’t have cereal… darn… so I just waited til lunch… I tried calling and sweet talking my mommy but she didn’t wanna come home… so she told me 2 make shells and soup… so I did… but I was talking 2 lauren about her guy problem so I burned the soup part… but lol @least ther was another can of it…so then I had lunch and cleaned up the house again… then I watched date my mom and then room raiders… angela came home and we were acting all drunk… it was hilarious… we were going insane… but then we got yelled @ so we stopped… ummm I was bored so I made brownies and talked 2 garrett on the phone… it was fun… then when my brownies were done I tested them and they were delicious… im such a good baker… lol… anything else I burn… cuz it doesn’t have a timer like the oven lol… then I watched TV and went 2 bed… love yah eric…
-(Erika)-

8/9/05

Not much happened 2day… I woke up a million times this morning… but I managed 2 stay in bed until 10:30… @ 6am tom and angela were fighting over CD players… and they were so loud… so I was not happy… I was gonna get up and yell @ them but then id never fall back asleep… so I got up @ 10:30 and my mom called when I was eating breakfast… so she told me what I had 2 do 2day and she said get-r-done and hung up… then I put morgans letter in the mail and let my dogs out… then I talked online… I had lunch @ 12:30 and mom called again… y does she always call me when im eating… lol… then stu brought my dog back cuz he was bothering them playing street hockey… oops… then @ like 2 my doorbell rang… and im like omg what the heck… I figgered it was drew… but nope.. it was my boyfriend… yah eric came 2 my house… and hes like uhh hey I gotta go 2 practice but we were in the neighborhood and decided 2 stop by… so I was shocked and I couldn’t say anthing… but hes like I gotta go before im l8 4 practice… so im like ok… and then he gave me a hug and told me he loved me and then left… so yah… that was exciting… then I came back online and talked 2 more ppl… but then garrett had 2 go 2 fball practice 2 so I just got off and watched date my mom gay style… it was really really creepy… then room raiders was on… and then my mom came home with Lukas and angela… allyson called after that and I talked 2 her 4 an hour… but then i had 2 clean the kitchen so I hung up with her… then I pretty much did absolutely nothing… angela and I made preboiled rice cuz we have no other food… seriously… its sad… then I just chilled and did nothing all nite til garrett called… and I was still bored… and mom kicked me off the phone @ 9 like usual… and then I watched TV again… and went 2 bed… <3 eric <3… xoxoxo [BaBe]


8/8/05

Well 2day was interesting… and im still pretty confused about this whole me being a slut thing… I mean seriously… there is a difference between a flirt and a slut… and I don’t mind if people r calling me a flirt or even a bitch… but its another thing to call me a slut… especially if u don’t know me… and call me a slut 2 my face and I will tell u off… so evry1 lay off… seriously… this is getting really really old and im sick of it… anyway I got up @ 9:30 cuz I couldn’t sleep any longer… I was really pissed cuz Lukas and angela were screaming @ the top of their lungs @ 6… lol… so I got up and then had breakfast and talked 2 chlc online… then my mom called and told me the chores that I had 2 do… so I started 2 do them and talked online @ the same time… it was really boring… then I had lunch… my mom came home and brought me cheese so id have something 2 eat… lol DON’T ASK… anyway… that’s pretty much all I did all day long… and I rote morgan a letter cuz shes @ camp this week… and its awesome 2 get letters @ camp… so ill send it 2moro… my mom came home @ 4 and I was talking 2 eric on the phone… but then he had 2 go so I went and watched TV… it was so boring… then garrett called and we watched pimp my ride… and the guy licked his car cuz he looked delicious… it was hilarious… but sick… then sparrow called and we talked about how im sposed 2 b @ tap but I don’t wanna… so yah… then I talked 2 garrett again and we watched laguna beach… it was fun… I like watching it cuz it captures my attention and brings pleasure 2 my mind… LOLOL… then eric called and I talked 2 him til 9 when my mom kicked me off the phone… and then I watched TV but I had 2 keep it on Noggin cuz idk how 2 change the channel on that TV… and if I tried I think id break it… so yah… how exciting… lol… love you eric… **babe**

8.09.2005

Listen To Your Heart -- DHT

this is my favorite song!!!!!!!!


I know there’s something in the wake of your smile
I get a notion from the look in your eyes,
yeah you’ve built a love but that love falls apart
your little piece of heaven turns too dark

listen to your heart when he’s calling for you
listen to your heart there’s nothing else you can do
I don’t know where you’re going and I don’t know why
but listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye

sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile
the precious moments are all lost in the tide,
yeah they’re swept away and nothing is what is seems
the feeling of belonging to your dreams

listen to your heart when he’s calling for you
listen to your heart there’s nothing else you can do
I don’t know where you’re going and I don’t know why
but listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye

and there are voices that want to be heard
so much to mention but you can’t find the words
the scent of magic the beauty that’s been
when love was wilder than the wind

listen to your heart when he’s calling for you
listen to your heart there’s nothing else you can do
I don’t know where you’re going and I don’t know why
but listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye

Listen to your heart....mm..mmm
I don’t know where you’re going and I don’t know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him
goodbye

8.08.2005

grounded vol 2

8/7/05

2day was the bomb... i got up and took a shower... then got dressed and ready... then we went shopping ALL DAY... it rocked... we went all over town and didnt find anything till we got 2 bay park... dang dress code sucks... i should go 2 BP then i wouldnt have that problem... anyway... we got hungry @ 1... so we went 2 old country buffet... it was so good... and i ate way to much food... lol... if thats possible... but hey if i can eat an entire dozen krispy kremes and not gain a pound i must b ok... lol... then we went back shopping... lukas got in trublle cuz he kept running away... and he tried 2 get angela in trubble with him... but it didnt work... then we went 2 the mall... and aeropostal is now the best store in the world 4 dress code clothes... they had EVERYTHING... now i just need lots more clothes and new shoes... lol... i came home and cleaned my room... broke my computer... and had dinner... then i finished cleaning and watched TV... i went 2 bed @ midnite... I LOVE YOU ERIC!!! always and 4evr, BABE

8/6/05

2day was interesting... since i slept over @ grandmas last nite i woke up here... i went online 4 a lil bit and then went home... then did nothing... i cleaned my room i was so bored... it was so retarted... then i told my mom i was bored and i wanted 2 go school shopping... so shes like ask ur gma... so thats exactly what i did... and she said fine... sooo mom took us 2 subway 4 dinner and i got my cold cut trio but i got a footlong cuz i was hungry... so then we stopped @ blockbuster and got a couple movies... and then went 2 gmas... we went a lil bit shopping... went 2 stores on the east side n i gotta cople polos... then angela wanted 2 go 2 walmart cuz they have flip flops 4 $3... then we went back... and watched this movie called... racing stripes... it was ok i guess... very childish... then gma and ange went 2 bed... i went online and putzed around til 1:30 am when we went 2 bed... soo that was my exciting day... _LOVE YA ERIC_ ... -ERIKA-

8/5/05

Fun!! 2day I got 2 sleep “in” cuz I didn’t have 2 go 2 TAP… I got up @ 9:30… and got dressed and ready… then I made lukas’s hair green 4 the game… it looked awesome… then I did sum stuff 4 my mom and we left… we went 2 gmas house and just chilled… I talked 2 george and morgan and john online and read pplz blogs… then had lunch and went 2 get shaun… he was @ burger king with his gma and his sisters… so then we got him and headed down 2 the stadium… we parked and started walkin… thank god 4 those cop guys or we wulda never got across that road!... so we got 2 lambeau and walked around 4awhile til we all got thirsty… and we didn’t wanna pay $4 for a soda so we walked 2 the gas station and all got Gatorade for $2… it was sooo good… then we got bored so we went 2 kmart 2 c if they had ne footballs 4 us 2 throw around… but there wernt ne… s0o0 we walked back 2 the stadium and got inline 2 get in… first time we were @ the wrong gate cuz the 1 we were @ was only 4 skyboxes… so we had 2 go 2 a totally diff one… and we got there and they finally let us in… and then they gave us relly cool glo in tha dark towels… yah they rock… then we walkd up a million flites of stairs 2 get 2 r seats… wich were perfect rite on the 50 yrd line and abt ½ way up… it was awesome… then we went and got food before the lines got real long… I got a cousins sub… and the boyz got pizza… not bad but it was dry cuz it had no mayo… I prefer subway all the way… umm then I said I was “going 2 the bathroom” and called sparrow from the free pay fone 2 c where he was… and then I started walkin that way but I had a blonde moment and 4got everything he told me… so I had 2 go all the way back and call him again… and then I remembered… his seats were good but rs were better… he had north endzone tickets… yah so I talked 2 him n told him where I was sitting and went back 2 my seat… I got the ur dead look from my gma but ignored it…. About 10 minutes later sparrow came over and sat next 2 me and hes like yah keegans coming… so I was like oh great… I was scurred… then he left and came back in 20 minutes with his cousin Andrew and keegan… it was kinda funny… but then they left cuz the game was gonna start… well they musta got bored cuz like an hr later they came back but there were no seats… so I got up and left with them… and we walked around the atrium for an hr… it was so much fun… but my feet killed cuz I couldn’t find my shoes again so I had 2 wear my flip flops… they offered 2 carry me but im like no… then there were these relly slutty girls and I yelled slut really loud and they weren’t 2 happy with me… lol… and I gave Andrew a dollar cuz hes my favorite… yes he is… then we went back 2 my seats… and my grandma wasn’t 2 happy… but I just told her that we were lookin 4 funnel cakes… so shes like ok I guess… and then the lady next 2 her said that there really were funnel cakes and we missed them so I got 2 leave again… then we walked 2 the arcade @ curlys… but then sparrows mom called and they all had 2 go back 2… so I went back just in time 4 the game 2 end… then they gave the jerseys away…. I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY wanted Ahmad Carrolls jersey but NOPE I didn’t get it… hmmm… eventually… after that were the fireworks… I felt like a lil kid again lookin up @ the sky… they were so great… I loved them… and I even taped them with the digital camera so I can watch them a million more times… @ the end it was a mad dash 2 the cars… so we were really hitailing it so we could get outta there… we got 2 the car and started driving… we were meeting shauns dad @ mcdonalds so we got there and went in 4 something 2 eat… so I had like 80 cents left so I gave it 2 my bro and he gave me a apple pie… it was so good… then my grandma bought me a soda… so I had orange lava burst hi c like I always do… it was good… then I laughed so hard cuz Lukas did the re-enactment of his convo with eric and it was hilarious… then I got up and this guy was walkin with his tray and all of a sudden tripped on AIR… it reminded me of cassie… but omg it was so funny… Lukas and I were craking up… and then shauns dad came and we left… we got 2 gmas and Lukas had 2 take a shower 2 get the green stuff outta his hair… so I watched fear factor siblings… it was funny… kinda… I would hate 2 pick up worms, beetles, millipedes, and cockroaches with my mouth… but I would also hate to have them crushed up and blended in my mouth… so eww… I couldn’t do that one… then we went 2 bed after it was done… GO PACKERS… !~*LUV YAH ERIC*~!.... ]~BABE~[

8/4/05

2day I went 2 TAP like normal… but it was really sad cuz its me n erics last day @ TAP 2gethr … so we made it worth it :-D… in the morning no1 wanted 2 go 2 washington cuz its too hott and evry1 was tired… so we rented The Little Rascals and watched it in the chill corner… it was good… but ive seen it a million times… and I found it was funny that alfalfa was in love with darla but they were both like 6… lol… so anyway… then we had lunch but I wasn’t @ all hungry… after lunch we had 2 clean up a lil bit around the site… and then we went 2 culvers 4 the car wash… it was a blast… first me n eric held a sign by the rode… but then his grandma came so we talked 2 her… she reminds me of my aunt chris… then we went back 2 the rode but they needed eric 2 reach the top of the car cuz evry1 else was 2 short… and then I sprayed eric with the hose… so he totally got me back… lol… then we just washed the cars… it was fun… after that we started 2 pack up but me n him went in 2 culvers… he got a malt… and offered 2 by me something but I didn’t want anything… im not used 2 guys buying me things… its really weird… besides im perfectly capable of buying myself something… then we went back 2 the TAP site… and we didn’t wanna do anything… so we watched another movie… a goosebumps one… another one ive seen a million times… Stay Outta The Basement… and then it was snack time… yay… I was like wired… and evry1 else was tired… so it was funny… then we listened 2 announcements and my mommy came and we left… on the way home we were discussing the difference between slut, whore, and skank… lol… then drew came over with his friends and swam in the pool with my brother… we had porkchops on the grill 4 dinner which I hate… so I got my mom 2 make mac and cheese 2… woo hoo im good… then I pretty much did nothing… talked 2 eric on the fone and washed laundry… then eric wanted 2 talk 2 lukas so he could tell him we were goin out… so that was kinda scary… but lukas’s re-enactment of it is hilarious… then I asked mom if I could go 2 BP… that didn’t work 2 well… then mom went 2 bed so Lukas and I rented a movie on demand and icontrol… it was called the machinist cuz he wouldn’t watch hide n seek cuz he was 2 scurred… so it was really stupid and I fell asleep and the end didn’t even make sense but w/e… and we had 2 fold all the laundry too… so it got over around midnite and we went 2 bed… so thurrs my day… ~**I LOVE YOUU ERIC**~…. Always n 4evr, **~ERIKA MARIE~**

8/3/05

NOAH”S ARK!! Woo hoo!! It was oh so tubular… I “got up” @ 5:05 and got ready… then my mom got up and got ready… we left @ quarter 2 6 and got thurr rite @ time… well I hadda lot of nrg so all the tired pplz kept telling me 2 shut up… and then they’d go WHERE THE HELL IS ERIC WHEN U NEED HIM… lol… so yah… then we got on the bus and drove… woo hoo… lol… guess who I sat with lol?... yah no kidding… it was so long of a bus ride… PATHETIC… and andy closed the emergency door and we had 2 pull over… and I beat Brandon in WALMART VS. SHOPKO… heck yes go WALMART… lol… then we finally got there and I put on sunscreen that I wasn’t sure if I was allergic 2 or not… so then we went in and got ristbands… they r pretty… and then we went in… first and best ride of all… BLACK ANACONDA… lol… it was great… and I have officially done the CRAZIEST thing in my life… doing an impersonation on spider man on the ride… lol eric… hes the only 1 that nos what im talking about… so ask him… lol… then we went on a bunch of other rides… and lost talon twice… cuz she walks with her head up… then we went in the wave pool and I thought I was gonna drown… I couldn’t even breathe… it was scary we were @ like 7’6” deep… 2 feet over my head and HUGE waves… but I lived… then we had 2 go 2 lunch but we were late lol… and I 8 my $1.97 lunchable from WALMART… and it was tubular… lol… then we went back in and teamed up with danas group 4 awhile… we went on the lazy river and Brandon found $10… and spencer found $1… and I found none lol… but yah the lazy river is really boring… then there was this bitchy girl infront of us… so when we got off… I splashed her with really cold water and tried 2 cover it up as an accident… it was great… then we went on more rides… point of no return = MAJOR WEDGIE!... then it got 2 b around 4:30 and we had 2 head back… then we went 2 the shelter and got r clothes and went all the way back in 2 get dressed… then we left… back on the hot bus again… we went 2 mcdonalds 4 dinner… eric wanted 2 pay 4 me but I refused… again… lol… I got a cheeseburger, a medium soda, and a fruit and yogurt parfait… and ate it all in about 5 minutes and was still hungry… when eric was getting his soda he told me 2 hold his wallet so I put it down my shirt… he didn’t even notice it was gone 4 the longest time… and then he goes “did u notice those 2 lil kids running around” and sparrow and I just bursted out laughing and eric still had no idea… then he was starting 2 get pissed cuz we wouldn’t tell him… so then I gave it 2 him… and got in line 4 large fries… and I was dancing in line… it was awesome… lol… cuz I am a FREAK… yes I am… then after dinner we got back on the LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG busride back home… it sucked… way way way long… eric and I looked @ the Eastbay mag… and the BP fball aparrell… then it started 2 get dark… and every1 around us was making bets on us… it was HILARIOUS… but lets not go into detail about that… ask eric if u wanna no… but yah im really tired now… im gonna take a shower and try 2 sleep… we’ll c… so good nite ya’ll… <3>!~E_R-I_K-A~!<

8/2/05

2day was a blast… got 2 tap and eric came like almost rite away… it was awesome… then we sat on the couch 4 awhile… andy came and took us into the gym… and we played soccer… I hate soccer but I just wanted 2 run… so I did… and it was fun… we played for over an hour… and it was really competitive… so we were all disgustingly sweaty… not as bad me as the guys… but guys always sweat more… like jordan… his entire shirt was soaked… sick… lol… so I went in the bathroom and just rubbed papertowel all over my body 2 cool me off… and it helped… then we had announcements… and we picked partners 4 the mall… of course it was Eric & A… so yah they just figgered that… then we had 2 ride the city bus 4 like an hour… it was oh so long… and boring… evan brought $534 in cash 2 the mall… it was redic… when we got thurr we had 2 stand and listen 2 all the rules again… “stay with ur partner”… “don’t go in Victoria’s secret, spencer’s, or fine jewelry stores”… then they dismissed us by partners that were quiet… and even a staff called us Eric & A… I just find that hilarious… anyway… then we walked around and did pretty much nothing… just talked… and held hands… and walked… lol… he bought a really cool badget hat… and school supplies that his mom made him get… and then we had lunch… so I got my cold cut trio like I said I would… and then I bought a soda from sparrow… after lunch we went walkin again… it was fun… then we got sick of walking so we sat on the leather couch and just talked… then we got up… and ended up being 2 minutes late… lol… idk how that happened exactly… the clocks were all different… but hey w/e… then we stood around… and I guess that hank wants 2 hold my hand or something?... it was weird… then we rode the bus again… then we got back and I sat on the couch next 2 my b/f… lol we had some interesting conversations there that id rather not share… lol… sparrow and eric keep ur mouthes shut!... then we had snack… fruit snacks to be exact… lol… they were great… and then my step dad came so I left… and I got home and watched my mom play on the internet since I cant… after that I had her bring me 2 wal-mart so I could get a white tshirt and flip flops and something for lunch… yes… then I came back home and talked 2 eric and garrett and my daddy… I have 2 remember 2 call him 2moro… but ill prolly 4get… ummm… yah im really tired and I have 2 get up @ like 4 2moro… so in other words im not sleeping… sooo ya… ill go watch my movie and try 2 sleep… Love Yah !~*E/R/I/C*~! xoXoxOxo !~*E/R/I/K/A*~!

8/1/05

Wow I cant believe 2day is the first of august… that means I go back 2 skewl in like 3 weeks… omg… that’s so scary… this summer went by like s0o0o0 fast… yes… so anyway… my day… dropped Lukas off @ camp… and went 2 TAP… it was crazy… I couldn’t w8 4 eric 2 get thurr… and then he finally did… but ppl got sick of me asking what time it was like every 30 seconds… lol… then we had snack and store… and 5 minutes of “heads down time”… but it turned into like 20 cuz ever1 kept talking… after that we went 2 the library… me n eric had a nice long talk about stuff… and then we looked @ magazines… it was fun… @ 11 I got 2 go on the computers @ the library… which suck by the way… but I got a lot off my chest… and im glad… then we went back 2 the site and had lunch… eric brought me a caramello bar… hes the best… and then we went swimming cuz it was like 100 degrees out… me n eric talked 4 a really long time thurr 2… ryan maes was being crazy and doing this really strange laugh… so we made him laugh like that all the way around the pool… off the diving board… and all the way back… 4 a dollar… it was hilarious… then we got outta the pool and this 1st grader comes up 2 me and slapped my ass and im like what the hell… so then he did it like 5 more times and I was like… woha… then the john was playing with my hair… and it was hilarious… and he wanted me 2 kiss his foot… but im like uhh no… lol… then eric and I went n sat by the fence and talked sum more till the possi came over… and then we were talking about hi skewl and sports… it was fun… and then we had 2 leave… and just when we were lining up my mommy came… so I left… then we went 2 the animal hospital 2 get my doggy…and shes in really bad shape… and if the pain medicine doesn’t help then we have 2 put her down… :’-( … so omg im so sad… but yah… I got a soda and it made me feel better… after that we picked Lukas up from west side y… and went home… then drew byron and stu came over and we went swimming in the pool… it was scary… they nearly d-topped me!! It was scary… and they kept d-pantsing eachother and wanted me 2 watch… it was sick… so yah… 2nite I gotta beg my mom 2 gimme $$$ cuz we’re goin 2 the mall 2moro… and it shall b fun… cuz im gonna get a 6 inch cold cut trio on Italian bread with American cheese, lettuce, and mayonnaise… lol… my fave… but the hi lite of my hole day is that I now have a boyfriend that actually likes me and doesn’t think im a slut… and 4 all of u haters that think I am… u no what idc cuz I no im not… and if u think I am… ur just jealous cuz u don’t got this… so kiss my ass… ~ luv yah eric ~ … hugs and kisses ~ erika ~